As flustered as I get when someone is angry around me, I understand fully how much people need to vent.

Go for it, your real friends will understand.

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"The only thing saving you right now is the fact that making you smile satisfies me more then making you cry."

I know how you feel.
I'm usually the happy one. I fake a smile because my friends and family don't expect me to be affected by things. The second I just need to take down the mask and show how I really feel, people start acting funny. If I'm anything but happy and cheerful people start getting all moody and pissed off with me. They tell me to stop being stupid, and don't understand that I can't be happy all the time. Things are going to happen, that will make me sad or angry, yet for some reason people don't seem to understand, that like they take moments to be sad or angry I need to do the same.

You should be yourself. People are'nt always going to like you for things you do or feel, but it hurts when you can't express yourself. Its okay to feel a vast variety of emotions - we're only human.
Try speaking to the people who expect you to be happy all the time, try get them to understand that you are only human.

Good luck

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Hakuna Matata
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“The problem with beauty is it’s so repetitive”
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Anatidaephobia -- the fear that somewhere, somehow, a duck is watching you.

<sub>I have exactly the same feeling. In the group I'm in, I'm the clown who makes jokes constantly, who grosses them out, I'm the boyish female who's, like, yeeeah
But if I ever get upset, or if I ever cry it really throws them off balance. So I try to be happy all the time.

Point is, you lose sight of yourself because of what other people expect you to be.
Don't do that. Try and be you! Not everyone is going to like it, but is everyone going to like constantly happy you?
Different people liek different things. <3</sub>

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♥ Sarah-Jayne

Enlightened Bitch

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You should be who you are and who you expect to be.

Not what others think you should be.

I hope you haven't completely lost yourself.

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how about trying to be yourself?

im like that i always am the cheery one. the one the jokes are on because i dont get offended. but the truth is i get offended so easly i just let them cause its a joke. and someone else would feel it if i didnt

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Shadow has more fangirls than any other SEGA character. If you\\\'re one of them, copy and paste this into your signature

Be who you are; not who people want you to be.

It's okay to be angry and need to vent now and then; I know the feeling. But never believe that you have to be anyone other than you, cause you will always be you!

...if I'm making any sense here.

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You say yes, I say no.
You say stop, but I say go go go!
Oh no.
You say goodbye, and I say hello.
Hello Goodbye ~ Beatles

"I got blisters on my fingers!" ~ Ringo Starr

Behind-The-Scenes Extras of New Moon! 8D

Its easy to be, yourself. Its all who we are so just be who you are.

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My ancient animal spirit is a donkey, because I'm a jackass.

If you need practice being yourself when you're upset, start with one or two people - close friends who you are comfortable around. If you start getting worse in terms of upset, extend that group somewhat for who you trust, even if you keep it private. Don't overwhelm them, but be comfortable.