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VThomason Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2008
i used to definitely be able to relate to this... but i searched for what made me feel this way, and worked on it... and life does get better. so much better. it used to always irritate me when people would say that, but it really is true... dont give up hope. dont disappear. there are people who need you.
CyanideAndCake Featured By Owner Aug 2, 2008  Hobbyist General Artist
I used to feel that way.

If you try, it is bound to get better. :hug:

(It did for me.)
Otterbane Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2008  Hobbyist General Artist
... I know how you feel. Took me three months to convince myself that I didn't really want to commit suicide. Yeah, I was suicidal at some points, I threatened to jump off a bridge, but yeah... We care about you, your family does, you're in a rough patch, life does that, it sucks, but then you find yourself in bliss, you glide along through life and never look back.

Just stay strong, we're here to help, so is everyone around you. I know you want to disappear, but take heart, be strong, you'll be out of the woods yet.
fallenangel27 Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2008  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I'm in the same boat as you right now. I just want to go far far away. I don't want to feel like a burden to anyone anymore and I want the bad feelings to go away. Life is such a pain in the butt.
KyttiKyra Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2008
I just had the impression that I might have submitted this secret in some ungodly unconscious hour but I remembered I locked my laptop.

Hang on there, it seems worse than it really is, and anyone who's read this secret'll miss you if you decide to end it all.

On the other hand perhaps we'll kidnap each other!! ^^
BloodyKisses56 Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2008
I think everyone has felt like that at some time in their life. But if you stick it out you will realize that later there are a lot of good things you would have missed out on.
crimson-moon8 Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2008  Professional Photographer
Life Gets Better <3
TailoredAngelsHorror Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2008  Student Writer
I used to feel like that too...I'm sorry. It passed for me, so hopefully it will for you too

You have to make the decision though
ToxikkWords Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2008
I've always felt like that... like, there was something beautiful waiting for me somewhere and all I have to do is uproot myself from everything I'm holding onto and find it.
I don't know if I'll ever find the nerve to completely disappear, but I know I'll always wonder what would have happened if I did.
StreetPoison Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2008
i'm planning to run away at 22 and never come back, partly because i know my
parents would never understand my lifestyle
shadow-princess07 Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2008
I, too, feel this way. Many times I have wanted to just have everyone hate my guts, because that so much easier then having people care.
m0riendi Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2008
oh yeah, most of the time I feel like that, even right now, I'm saving money to spend a week or two away from the people I know and I am dreaming of staying away forever. But I'm too scary because of those people you talk, that care about us. if it wasn't them I would definitely go without thinking :nod:
I think we just have to be brave enough, even if we think we can't and see what life brings, even though I don't really believe in that :disbelief:

oh well... :hug:
carvingbackbone Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2008  Student General Artist
me too.
Kinserta Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2008
I'm pretty sure a lot of people have felt like that..
I've thought about it a lot, but I know I'd never have the guts.. =\
pooky125 Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2008
I thought I wanted this, and in a way I still kind of do. But then, I did leave. I did move, and I left some strings attached. Nearly two years later, I've discovered who are the few people who REALLY mean something to me, and who really care about me.

I'm glad I didn't just disappear. I have no regrets.
bararosa Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2008
That's very sad. I'm sure that there are times where you want to disappear. Could it be that you want to prove to yourself that you will be missed? Sometimes i feel this and I think about what I won't be allowed to do... and then that motivates me to prove my worth ... without feeling these kinds of emotions.
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