I know how you feel - nothing seems to be going right with me now a'days. I think everyone feels like this at some point in their lives though.

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♥ ♥ In ur online mode pwning ur tsviets! ♥ ♥

i see how you feel, but do not despair, there is always a glimmer of hope, no matter how far off in the distance it may seem

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We are the coolest people you know... regardless of other affiliations. And why is that you ask? Well because we're you're friends of course! ^_^

To give you just an example. On Monday after getting back from a MCR concert I got pulled over when all I wanted to do was get home. I didn't let it get to me. The next day I got my $600 rebate check deposited into my account. I was feeling good because I could pay off AT&T which was sent to a collection agency. I needed to get my vehicle registration taken care of because that is part of the ticket and I couldn't get it renewed because I was unemployed for an entire month and trying to get back on my feet after getting a job and paying other bills that needed to be paid. Well I had some guy approach me in the grocery store parking lot about possibly fixing the dent and side-mirror that was ripped off when I was a frustrated pizza delivery driver. My inspection sticker is going to expire at the end of next month and I know I can not get it renewed if this mirror is missing. Well to make a long story short .. I was scammed. After my car wouldn't start when the guy (that did a horrible job of pulling the dent out while promising to fix the mirror the next day) suggested that I buy some fuses to fix my blinker/brake problem. My car wouldn't start. I called him for help and he insisted that my car has shorted out. He told me it would cost more .. and I am a vulnerable idiot and gave him money to get a part and a tow even though he never looked at my car. So I lost about $350 in about two hours. I feel like I have to justify myself about everything. To make matters worse I don't know this guy's name or if the decal on his car is a real business. I have tried so hard to find a way to view cameras to get the license plate but they all have fallen through. The guy still answers his cellphone, but I feel like he is just toying with me. I have no idea what to do! I am just surprised I am sane right now. I just feel like such an idiot when I should know better when really I was trying to get myself from being pulled over again. I have never hated myself more in my life but I am just struggling to not let all this get to me.

I have to admit that getting my secret posted to DAS for the first time really made my day! Keeping track of all the positive things (no matter how little) is what keeps me going

That is the best way to look at things some times. When things are dark you cant think to hard on the bad things because they will start to out weight the good in your life.

"Keep your face to the sunshine and there can never be darkness" -Helen Keller

I know the feeling. I get it all the time. Good luck. By the way great taste in music and fantastic look to your secret. Really, It's a feast for the eyes. All the right complimentary colors and wonderful simplicity.<3

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~Fennec from PI

"I'm just like that guy." "Except without the internet fame and the half naked women on your piano." "... Yeah..."

You are not alone in the feeling.

I feel that every god damned day.

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_{Moved to ~GothicOrVintage.}

First, this secret is beautiful. I think I might use it as a desktop background.

Second, I know the feeling ST. Hang in there, better days will come.

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I really wish I had something insightful to say