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Role121EXE Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2013  Hobbyist Filmographer
You are amazing. :hug:
penguinalreadytaken Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
this happened to me recently..
ScorchBurst Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2013
Just go up to him, and tell him. He's a good guy for getting you out of that.
brendamaged Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
he surely saved one precious life :) nice...
XxRockFiendxX Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2013
i'm glad you can see the good aspects of that relationship =)! many people can't do that
MamaBlackSheep Featured By Owner Jun 6, 2013
Then get off your ass and go thank him.
Kokorookaikasuru Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2013  Student General Artist
Way to look on the bright side of things!
I'm glad you can do that, and wish the best of you in the future.
Mothfrocks Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2013
dat font.
LightyOle Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2013  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
that' dont know you're greater than a lot of people.
you deserve to be loved,there'd always be the one for you.<3
emoturtlefrk Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
aww :heart: good job of looking at the positive :heart:
SiriLOVEijsjes Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Soo fucking sweet. o-o
salty-dreams Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
i am very glad you saw it like dear...i think you grew up and matured, be proud of yourself.
Surviveroflove Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2013
You should thank him. An out of the blue text or whatever makes you comfortable. You will find someone for you. We all will....eventually. :heart:
Jokerbug Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
If you still know him, you should thank him. :)

Back in high school I had my first serious boyfriend. He was my first, we were going to get married, you know the puppy love romance almost everyone goes through. At the time I was dealing with probably the lowest point in my life. I wanted to die. I was a cutter too. I was a stereotype. Though being with him made me feel special and like I mattered. He didn't cure me, but he helped me get to a more mentally healthy level than I was to begin with. We broke up, as most high school romances do, and he got a new girlfriend. I was so mad and upset, but after time passed and I got over it, I looked back on the relationship and knew overall I needed him in that point in my life so I could get past this hurdle and continue to get better. A year later I still had his number and sent him a text out of the blue thanking him and telling him how I did need him at that point in my life. He replied that it meant a lot to him that I said that. I don't talk to him anymore and don't even know what he's doing anymore, but I'm glad I was able to thank him for everything he did for me.
sarkute56 Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2013
youll find someone one day who will never let you be like that again <3.

its amazing the ways things work out sometimes, aint it?
Nerf-or-Nothing Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm so happy for you. You've definitely come a long way, and your strength just from reading this, I can tell is amazing.
LinksHetalianSheikah Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I can, at least, partially connect to this; when I was in 8th grade, I found a 9th grader who was my age CUTE (didn't fall for him), but he thought I fell for him and so he one day proclaimed that I was his girlfriend. That's where the connection ends...We didn't go through driver's ED together or anything; I had to break the "relationship" off, TWICE, and I was the one who had to try to stop him from committing suicide. Damn boy who I didn't even love forced me into a relationship twice, and my friends screamed at me for, "Crawling back to him after breaking his heart once" when in actuality he tricked me "back into the relationship." He claimed afterwards that I was playing with him and that I was a vile slut who abused him, but since he had moved into the school district that year from a completely different state and I lived here all my life, all my peers - even the ones who hated me, or didn't know me personally - stood up for me saying that they knew me differently than he did and that he was abusing me. Never have I loved my school as much as I did then...But my friends were hurt to know later that they treated me like shit (since they honestly didn't know they reacted how they did) for "crawling back" to a failed relationship when I was forced back into it.
KalineReine Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2013  Professional Writer
I can totally relate... :huggle: I hope you'll meet someone amazing and eventually get over him. It's sad that it had to happen that way. And amazing that he helped you... :heart:
xLuckyxFridayx13x Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
This is a really nice secret... it reminds me of the time that I fell for a friend when I was in a very lonely state and he helped to get me out of it... he broke my heart but helped me a lot... I'll probably never tell him that, though
FlickeringCandle Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
It is unfortunate that he is dating another girl, but I am so glad that he kept you away from suicide. I've been there: it is not a good place to be. :heart:
Multa21 Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I hope you become so close you know you love each other because they exist.
raptorkil Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2013  Hobbyist Filmographer
that's nice to hear! :D
IcyIce360 Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2013
I'm happy you found a person that helped you, ST.
Something like this happened to me too...
Maybe I'll say thanks. Yeah. I will.
ForeverFox Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Congrats girl! Been thru it before....the exact thing....and it's rough. Eventually your grateful for what they did and not how it played out. :heart:
sthef12 Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
you really should i am happy for you getting somebody to get you out of suicidal even if it is a farce and he gets your heart broken he helped you get out of that dark place thou i am still stuck in there i am glad to know somebody got out of that really dark black cold pit everybody gets stuck in by one way or another
Eearii Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2013
Not where I expected this to go, but in a good way. Congratulations, ST. I hope you can continue to stay healthy.
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