SomedaysSomedays you just want to quit
people tell you to get over it
they don't care about what you say
all they care about is their day
sometimes you feel you've lost control
stuck inside a twenty foot hole
the sun doesn't shine and you can't see
the way things are supposed to be
you better go and watch your back
cause at any time paranoia can attack
you think you know what is said
it' always stuck there inside your head
I feel like--- I have lost control of myself
no matter what I do, it's hard to trust you
after all the things you have done
you may have had your fun
but look, what you have done to me!…..
Today, Mummy...Mummy, I felt bad today.
I thought... And thought... And thought.
Mummy, I was crying today.
I hid by myself... The tears wouldn't stop.
Mummy, I saw their pain today.
Why... It's so bad, it's so wrong.
Mummy, I saw it again today.
Why does it happen... It's not fair.
Mummy, I ran out of words today.
I felt empty... There was nothing inside.
Mummy, I found a knife today.
I pressed... The purple veins so close to my skin.
Mummy, I scratched myself today.
There was a line... It was white.
Mummy, I saw some blood today.
A small red line... It was my own.
Mummy, I cried some more today.
Except the tears were red.
Mummy, I cut myself today.
The blood shone like rubies... I smiled.
Mummy, I did it again today.
The knife was red... Glistening.
Mummy, I cut deeper today.
Blood was flowing... It didn't hurt.
Mummy, I lied to you today.
I'm not happy... I'm bleeding.
Mummy, I took some pills today.
It's late now... It hurt so bad.
Mummy, you lost your daughter today.
Mummy, I wish yo
Festering in my mind
Words of reason
Words of doubt
Often not too kind
Words of sorrow
Words of joy
Safely kept confined
As long as you are blind
UnderstandLife is full of many places
And so many different faces
Finding all the pieces is hard to do
Looking for your rightful purpose
Like a never ending circus
You wonder when your life will break through
One day you will hope to see
Everything that you can be
You scream up to the starry sky
Never understanding why
Why are you here?
When will things be clear?
Will the sun ever shine on you
And all of the things you have to do
Will you ever find that day
when things will be okay
Just ask yourself this question
When you're feeling lost
"When will I understand?"
"I have my life in my hands! "~
Nymph (AIGLE)Νύμφη (Αἴγλη)
“I hear you are sick
I miss your ravenous eyes
Why neglect your need?”
I wrote some poetry for you muse;
Famished, beautiful girl.
I repressed your private plight
For I had something in my eye.
“Aigle, your sweet dance
On the tarmac in Delphi
Was the heart of time.”
The leviathan of panem & circenses,
Licked your ears clean; Cassandra
Fibbing in her looking glass, wanted you looking lean;
And the craked ampulla jar, received you on your knees.
“Was I deluded?
Now my sight aches at your waist
Your thighs haunt my love.”
When we were younger, and mislaid
I never could take the words out of my chest
I never asked of you, the most important questio