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SomedaysSomedays you just want to quit
people tell you to get over it
they don't care about what you say
all they care about is their day
sometimes you feel you've lost control
stuck inside a twenty foot hole
the sun doesn't shine and you can't see
the way things are supposed to be
you better go and watch your back
cause at any time paranoia can attack
you think you know what is said
it' always stuck there inside your head
I feel like--- I have lost control of myself
no matter what I do, it's hard to trust you
after all the things you have done
you may have had your fun
but look, what you have done to me!…..
Today, Mummy...Mummy, I felt bad today.
I thought... And thought... And thought.
Mummy, I was crying today.
I hid by myself... The tears wouldn't stop.
Mummy, I saw their pain today.
Why... It's so bad, it's so wrong.
Mummy, I saw it again today.
Why does it happen... It's not fair.
Mummy, I ran out of words today.
I felt empty... There was nothing inside.
Mummy, I found a knife today.
I pressed... The purple veins so close to my skin.
Mummy, I scratched myself today.
There was a line... It was white.
Mummy, I saw some blood today.
A small red line... It was my own.
Mummy, I cried some more today.
Except the tears were red.
Mummy, I cut myself today.
The blood shone like rubies... I smiled.
Mummy, I did it again today.
The knife was red... Glistening.
Mummy, I cut deeper today.
Blood was flowing... It didn't hurt.
Mummy, I lied to you today.
I'm not happy... I'm bleeding.
Mummy, I took some pills today.
It's late now... It hurt so bad.
Mummy, you lost your daughter today.
Mummy, I wish yo
Lifeless.As blood runs black
Doors are locked
Her heart begins to crack
No more being mocked
She reaches for the pills
Fear of being caught
The silence always kills
Though she knows she was taught
Wringing the heartstrings
Her perception is altered
Bringing the hate with her
Misconception sets in
Sinking below reality
Out of consciousness
Thought pain was bottomless
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