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shantetoo Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2014  Professional General Artist
depression is modern man's curse. turn off the computer, shut off the stupid "smart" phone do something physical WITH REAL PEOPLE. You will eventually feel better.  I know 'cause been there DOING THAT!  :)
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xXMayuMayuXx Featured By Owner Jun 23, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
oh god this is EXACTLY, how i feel. It's calming to know that you aren't the only one with this "weird" depression...
I sometimes feel so stupid for it..
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mack0312 Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
It's the same with me. And I don't understand it myself, so I feel stupid saying anything about it.  The worst part is that I'm not sure if it really is depression, or if it's all in my head.
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xXMayuMayuXx Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
yeah i think this is quite similar to me :P But the worst part is, that it's hard to tell anybody else because you know they won't understand. I mean my friends just see me as a simple "perfectionist" but actually i am even worse that that and i hate it and i can do nothing about it. Hard to describe lol...
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koshplappit Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
You have depression. You know what mostly cured it for me?
1. Counseling and a supporting person who RECOGNIZED what it was.
2. Medication. Sometimes you just can't do it no matter how hard you try. It gives you a boost. Helps you help yourself.
3. Learn more about your interests. I discovered a passion for parrots.
4. Spend time with positive, kind, open-hearted people. For me it was the MLP community.
5. Help others. Once you are back on your feet, giving back will result in a high unlike any other. Volunteer at a dog shelter or something.
Don't give up. My depression was very severe, and I have gotten so much better.
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TMNTLeoLei03 Featured By Owner May 25, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
It's OK, I feel the same way.
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Speedyteeny Featured By Owner May 24, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
This sums me up completely and entirely,but just know that there are other people who are feeling the exact same way :)
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Wolfeyes123 Featured By Owner May 23, 2013  Hobbyist
This is exactly my life. But not the last sentence, i don't want to die. But that feeling, when my friends tell how bad their life is and gets these ''we love you''s and hugs and everything, and i just stand there, watching, and hoping i would be them right now. Because they have no idea of my life, my secrets, my feelings. They only say they have bad life to get attention. I do not tell how my life is, because nobody still wont care.
That's all. Nothing more to say. Life goes on.
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BeautifulRainfalls Featured By Owner May 19, 2013
Reminds me of myself and a friend of mine.. secrets like this one are very very painful to have they drive you to the edge..
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Osolito Featured By Owner May 18, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
This is the first secret that I relate to completely
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crazy-micka Featured By Owner May 18, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
These thoughts come to my mind nearly once a day. Exept for the last one. I don't want to die- it would be too easy! I am not even glad, that I am not the only one, having these problems with myself. Noone should suffer these things longer than it makes a better person out of you.
And sometimes i hope there is one person who could help, but is not my friend yet.
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meanderingKnight Featured By Owner May 17, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
The people that say "I know how that feels", but do they really?
I feel buried.
I know of wanting to die.
Oh, so bad.
It doesn't get better.
That's just what they all say because it's all they can say.
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Darkflow215 Featured By Owner May 17, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
i feel the exact same way.

sad and depressed but not knowing why.

having plenty of people to talk to and yet not wanting anyone to look to closely at something you cant fully explain

the only reason im where i am right now is because life's natural current pushes me along, so i dont swim in it but i cant drown
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NasoiLioness Featured By Owner May 17, 2013
Nice! Check this [link]
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NasoiLioness Featured By Owner May 17, 2013
Nice! Check this [link]
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Cumag Featured By Owner May 17, 2013
It gets better! It's okay to feel bad, just keep telling people who care and you will find a listener who can help. This is normal; you are okay and you will feel better. Some of us feel the way you do for years (and that's normal too)... just keep reaching out even though it is hard.
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Casmarose Featured By Owner May 16, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Ugh this is so me at various points. And I can't stop thinking about it, which just makes me feel more pathetic and self-absorbed. Which is why I don't talk to many people, though I often wish I could:(
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InvaderSpotty Featured By Owner May 16, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
This is somehow exactly how I feel......I know how you feel......But never give up, things will ALWAYS get better. You just have to believe that it will ^^
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ritsuke123 Featured By Owner May 16, 2013  Student Digital Artist
i know how you feel, i've gone through this Sh*t but not even my bestfriend could help me lift most of the feeling of disappointment in myself.
it seem like i am ready some sh*tty tragedy story
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:iconberryattack:
BerryAttack Featured By Owner May 16, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
you just gotta take the world by the balls and take a leap of faith, never looking back and learning from your mistakes
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:iconredbird5241:
Redbird5241 Featured By Owner May 16, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
The only person I trust is a GUY. I've had experience. They break your heart just as often as females do.
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Akemi187 Featured By Owner Jun 6, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
...
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Redbird5241 Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Whatever.
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Akemi187 Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks, really appreciate it. :|
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Redbird5241 Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Welcome. Any freaking time.
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Akemi187 Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I know.
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JoniGodoy Featured By Owner May 16, 2013  Professional General Artist
Don't feel Bad, my friend! Every one of us live the same thing. Just search God with all your heart and you really will find the answers.

King Solomon was the most powerful king and the wisest man on earth, but found that everything in this life was only vanity. Then he told these words to his son:
"...The words of wise men are like goads, and masters of these collections are like well-driven nails; they are given by one Shepherd. But beyond this, my son, be warned: the writing of many books is endless, and excessive devotion to books is wearying to the body.
The conclusion, when all has been heard, is: fear God and keep His commandments, because this applies to every person. For God will bring every act to judgment, everything which is hidden, whether it is good or evil." (Ecclesiastes 12)

Jesus Christ tell us: "Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.
...All that the Father gives Me will come to Me, and the one who comes to Me I will certainly not cast out."

Greetings!
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EdenSheol Featured By Owner May 16, 2013
The human mind is humanity's greatest deceiver. Negative emotions are but an illusion that the mind creates, so we can perceive life in a way that no one should. To live true life is to accept all that life throws at you, embrace pain just as much as you embrace happiness. The feeling of fulfillment will eventually come to you and you will perceive life in a whole different way. There's a lot more into it, and all of it it's the truth. It's a truth you can check. Google ''The Present'' from the Truth Contest and read it all. It changed me in the most positive manner possible, for I had been going through similar feelings as you have, so try it yourself and see.

Lots of love, Eden Sheol.
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AugustFloKite Featured By Owner May 16, 2013
I've known that feeling. It's not because I've long labeled myself as someone with a misunderstood learning disability, it's also because that I've struggled more than so much social-wise.

I don't want to dwell on it, so I came up with a solution for myself: to escape from my home city and its social networks that we're all addicted to.
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Castel-Eown Featured By Owner May 16, 2013
I know that feel.
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DoubleTalKingReu Featured By Owner May 16, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Again, I know them feels bro. I hope things work out for you, but for everyone whose jumping on this DAS Bandwagon, may I once again present THIS LINK:
[link]
Now THOSE are some secrets. REAL secrets. Out of any of these 'tell your secret' forums, that is the only one that pretty much gave me a paradigm shift and some real insight into how intense life can get for some people (it helps when there are pretty much no use of adolescent clichéd phrases or at least when there are, you think: yep, that's fair enough. Btw, any redditors will probably know the post already.)
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DoubleTalKingReu Featured By Owner May 16, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
and some of them will brighten your day! :D :thumbsup:
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IntheWake Featured By Owner May 15, 2013
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ForgottenFears Featured By Owner May 15, 2013
I feel the same way. It's sad but true. I just wish I could help you fix yours so that there would be at least one less person in the world suffering like this.
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RocksNoon Featured By Owner May 15, 2013  Hobbyist Filmographer
Oh, hey, look. It describes me. ._.
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:icon204kitten:
204kitten Featured By Owner May 15, 2013
This is me excatly
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Sakura-Kiss-4ever Featured By Owner May 15, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I know those feels all too well. :c
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JoniGodoy Featured By Owner May 15, 2013  Professional General Artist
An Emo letter?
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OceanWave11 Featured By Owner May 15, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
It's severe clinical depression by the looks of it.
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Weresquirrel94 Featured By Owner May 15, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Okay, reading the comments on this hurt me more than facing the very same things. I'm not the secret teller, but some people here are just making my blood boil.

I'm ashamed in your stead.
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DoubleTalKingReu Featured By Owner May 16, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I think a bit of it might have to do more with the people in the comments reacting with: "omg! I totally have depression too!" who seem more to be wanting attention from people on the internet than knowing what depression actually is.
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nana-infinity Featured By Owner May 15, 2013
I totally understand you.
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Lighting-up Featured By Owner May 15, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
omg... this discribes exactly the way i think, am and behave!!
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Conclave81 Featured By Owner May 15, 2013  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Worthless shit.
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Coeb Featured By Owner May 15, 2013
In fact, I didn't need to put 'worthful' in my comment below because they already ARE worthful. They are going through a tough time, but it isn't like the person they are has just disappeared.
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Coeb Featured By Owner May 15, 2013
Hey, I realize that all these depressing secrets are becoming annoying, but did you seriously just call someone who may or may not be someone you talk to on a daily basis and worthless shit? It isn't like the secret teller doesn't come and look at the comments. I don't know about you, but I'd rather not call someone a worthless shit when they may one day become someone important and worthful. Why put them down so early by repeating something they already are saying themselves in their head, when all you know about them is a few fucking sentences.

You've got some real damn nerve.
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Conclave81 Featured By Owner May 16, 2013  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
I dunno, did I? Or was the comment directed towards this trite disingenuous garbage from DAS that we see here every day? Probably both, and everyone that favourites it too
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Coeb Featured By Owner May 17, 2013
It doesn't matter the direction if you've gone to school like I'm sure you have and learned how to convey what you are try to say in a sentence.
No one that favourites this is worthless OR ingenuous. They've got their own preferences. Now leave them alone, and this entire comments section. You don't like it? Awesome. Thank you for sharing your opinion. All you're doing is giving them more reason to complain in submission posts.
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LuminousShadow92 Featured By Owner May 15, 2013
For FUCK's sake can I check dA sometime and not have this utterly depressing secret shit come up at the top of the page? There is no fucking art in this, it's just emotional shit which needs to be posted somewhere else! I come here to see if there are interesting works to check out, yet time after time there is another insecure person in a whole online community of insecure people throwing their problems all over the frontpage which should be reserved for actual quality shit! Look for help somewhere else for fuck's sake!
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fr33z3dry Featured By Owner May 15, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I must say I also am getting tired of these, they are all basically saying the same thing anyways. I just don't wanna seem like some douche that isn't understanding, I get there are people out there who are depressed, I am sometimes myself but I fail to see how posting things day after day that say "I wanna die" is gonna help, maybe they find comfort through the comments and they seem to be guaranteed to end up on the front so the user is bound to get feedback, idk that's my input anyways...
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