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SPIKE295 Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2013  Student General Artist
My life in a nutshell :/
ARMYxARTIST Featured By Owner Jun 16, 2013  Hobbyist Filmographer
me since grade 5 this is me and still is. i dont want to do it but i think of it :l o well its okay
fey-fae-whatever Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2013
Oh my gosh this fits me perfectly...I mean, I used to feel just like that and I don't as much as I used to, but it's likely that I will feel that again since I'm going to high school after this summer vacation...
AnimeMangaArt19 Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for putting this up, it really reflects exactly how i feel. And I hope who ever wrote this knows that I stand with them every step of the way. Remember to keep your head high, smile, and know your not the only one going through this :)
Nibbler117 Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2013
Hey, buddy. Don't let that get you down. Try finding someone who is almost like you (shy, quiet, alone, etc...).
And don't even think of killing yourself. As someone once said :" Suicide does not end the chances of life getting worse, suicide eliminates the possibility of it ever getting better." And besides, if you don't find any friends or if your classmates won't talk to you (but I'm sure you'll find a solution for this/those problems), you can talk to all members on deviant-art.
Hope this helped! And members of deviant-art care for you, and so does your family. Just don't ever give up, think of drinking ("drinking/alcohol isn't the answer, it only makes you forget the question" someone said) or think of committing suicide. Don't, because there are people who care for you. And as for your classmates, either they're just not used to you YET or they're just dumb and stupid bullies.Ignore their ways and treat them the way they treat you. OR, even better(maybe), treat them the way you want them to treat you. Go with the 2nd option, and if that doesn't work, go for the 1st option. And when they ask you why you're doing that, just say that that's how they treat you.
... So, enough of my blabbering. Just give it a shot.
Best of wishes, good luck, and lots of love,
Onyxpaint Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2013  Hobbyist Filmographer
true. dat. :I
DazedDaisiesO-o Featured By Owner May 29, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I've been bullied before, and i know that what i went through won't compare with your situation, but i send you luck. don't listen to the all the bull people try to force upon you. Remember the love of your family and you'll get through this. :)
RockingHeart Featured By Owner May 27, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I feel the same, especially at school it's like no one want's you or need or even like you, they only to to me for their greedy selfish needs! I hate it! it make's me feel so alone!
lonewolf8986 Featured By Owner May 26, 2013
I'm 26 going on to 27 this year. I've spent the most of my life dealing with a family that did drugs, was physically abusive, and suffered through emotional trauma that I became depressed and was diagnosed as bi-polar.

Thing is I suffered with this for 14 years before I was officially diagnosed. In my earlier years I spent my time alone because I wasn't sure who I could trust. I thought I had friends, but I was paranoid that they would talk about me behind my back.

I spent years thinking I was worthless and my home situation didn't help out at all. My father ignored me, my mother was gone, and my stepmother seemed to really enjoy putting me down. There were days in which I felt I could just end it all.

But I continued to live day to day. I told myself that I would not let my situation dictate who I was. Some days were better than others. Some days having that mentality was enough.

Others, I would go to my own little world to escape my situation.

Soon, I found people who shared my point of view. Friends who understood what I was going through because they were going through it themselves. Honestly they were people who helped ground me. Allowed me to be open about what was going on on my mind without feeling like I would be persecuted.

And I found myself having better days, and opening up more to people. I took it day by day, month by month, year by year until finally one day I saw myself surrounded by people who friends, and colleagues, and mentors.

There were still days in which they were bad, but now I could share them and not feel so alone. I finally sought professional help when a friend asked me too.

I finally understand why I felt how I felt and I am doing something about it.

Through it all, I'm proud on what I accomplished and what I'm doing right now. What I want to say is, it does get better. It may seem like the world is closing in on you. It may feel like there really is no escaping your fate...


I'm not saying your problems aren't important, they are. What I'm saying is, rise to the occasion. Don't let it consume you. Live for the day and everyday try to live. Then when you least expect it, you'll come to realize that life is pretty damn good.
FallenShadow000 Featured By Owner May 26, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Been there since I got kicked out of college (21), and deemed unemployable due to my disability. Everyone needs a place they can run to and forget their troubles. If you can channel something from that world, and turn it into something real that people can understand: A book, a painting, a dA print, then it will serve you well.

Just try not to drown in it. I almost did, a few times...
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