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:icondakaido:
Dakaido Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
I know that feeling way to well.
And still I won't let go of them
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:iconthebarefootpoet1:
TheBarefootpoet1 Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2014  Professional General Artist
Are ya dead yet? 

(now THAT IS a dark comment)
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:iconshadalex1011:
ShadAlex1011 Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
I do the same fucking thing.
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:iconraybro16:
RayBro16 Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
that's some twisted thinking there :I
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:iconlost--destiny:
Lost--Destiny Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2013  Student General Artist
It's a good idea. Thanks,I'll do the same thing
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:iconusurperbobo:
UsurperBobO Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2013
Oh the idiocy.
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:iconalybeans05:
alybeans05 Featured By Owner Jun 12, 2013
Suicide will never be worth it, do not do it. Please, I may not know you personally, I may have never met you, but I can say that I DO CARE enough to tell you never to commit suicide. Please, don't do it. I'm only a person commenting over the internet, but I guarantee there are people who love you and who would be devastated if you died. Don't give up, we all have our demons, but keep in mind there's light if you fight for it. PLEASE. DO NOT COMMIT SUICIDE. Don't give up.
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:iconzoeredbird:
ZoeRedbird Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2013  Student Artist
My friends pester me to tell them what's wrong but when I tell them my life is SO hard for me they say, "MY life is harder" even though it's true it's a lie. They have bad beginnings and get better. Mine was okay and has turned into chaos. Why does everyone want to be near me when they make me so much more alone.
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:iconrainbowasphyxiation:
RainbowAsphyxiation Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2013
Please don't. Not that. ANYTHING but that. I don't know who you are, I don't CARE that I don't know you personally...but I can just say that I CARE so FREAKING much about you. You ARE LOVED. You can tell if your friends are REAL friends because no matter how badly you may treat them, they will NEVER give up on you or HATE you(at least not for forever). Committing suicide is no way to express your love for them.....it's just not. If you think about it, even if they were to turn their backs on you, God forbid that though, your sudden disappearance would FREAK. THEM. OUT. They would be frantically looking for you, and calling out for you...and then when they'd find out what you did....well, they wouldn't know what to do with themselves. They would be filled with REGRETS. They would feel like it was all their fault. Please promise me something. Promise me that you wont abandon them like that. Your friends LOVE you and they NEED you in their lives....without you, there'd a you-shaped hole in their hearts. Killing yourself wouldn't be doing them any favors, and it would not make them feel relieved. Instead of saying, "Good riddance", they'd be saying, "I just wish I could've helped him/her..."(sorry I don't know your gender...wouldn't want to accidentally offend you.). So please....DON'T KILL YOURSELF. Not only would you devastate your friends and family, but you devastate ME. Yes, that's right, you would hurt ME TOO...I may not know who you are, but just want to say that I love you. I care about you, deeply. I will be praying for you....I hope you know that God loves you more than anyone else on this whole PLANET(although I'm sure it's unimaginable how much your friends love you.)! Please stay strong. Don't give up. I love you...so much.
~RAsphyx <3
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:iconnibbler117:
Nibbler117 Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2013
Don't do that, please. Suicide doesn't end the chances of life getting worse, suicide eliminates the chances of it ever getting better. And there will always be someone who will love you. If not, then there will be us, the members of deviant-art. And no one can be happy about the death of an innocent person. You know, sometimes I say the same thing, but I'm scared of not being able to fix things and make things better. Don't kill yourself, please. I couldn't bear that happening to you, even though I don't know you.
Please. And to those who put love emoticons on this, (no offense, and I say this the nicest way possible), you guys are crazy, encouraging suicide. Don't put love emoticons. I beg you. (Please don't hate me for saying this, guys. I don't mean that you're bad people or anything. Please forgive me!)
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:iconninjasinger1:
ninjasinger1 Featured By Owner May 30, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
for the thing you have been though (no i am not a stalker) you are a warm person. there is a person out there that will care weather you like it or not. iannd if there is not then it is me. please dont do it to your self. the greatest act in life is not suicide it is living and if you are reading this then you are the greatest person ever.
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:iconscourgethecat1230:
scourgethecat1230 Featured By Owner May 29, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Sometimes I feel the same way
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:iconinkdrawndreamer:
InkDrawnDreamer Featured By Owner May 26, 2013  Student General Artist
I know it probably feels weird having a few dozen strangers begging you not to kill yourself, but I hope you're listening to all these comments. Trust me, I have been in both positions in this situation. It still hurts. Even more really, because now the truth is out and can't be forced back in: that you were in a lot of pain. Once that finally clicks in your friends' brains, they'll figure out just why you treated them badly, and it will hurt. Trust me, even an attempt without success, even when everybody is still breathing, all you can feel is this crushing guilt that lingers. If you love them, why not live for them and spare them that misery? I don't know just how easy or hard your life is, but ending it won't make everything better.
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:iconsurviveroflove:
Surviveroflove Featured By Owner May 25, 2013
They wont be relived. They'll be sad. And its not just your friends that will miss you but people you might not even know. Last year when I was in middle school a kid at the high school I am going to killed himself. I never knew him. Never talked to him. Never even heard his name until he died. Yet when they went around asking people to donate money for the family I gave them five dollars and bought a bracelet. It has been almost a year and I have not removed this bracelet from my wrist. I used to think about suicide but every time I look at my wrists I cant get my self to even think about it. On the bracelet it says R.I.P and his name. I used to think it meant rest in piece but after allot of people I know and love have died this year it only means 'Return If Possible'.

Know the bracelet is still on my left wrist and 2 bracelet's on my right wrist saying hope the other stars and hearts. I have not taken them all of in 9 months. He has given me hope and support even though he is not alive and not knowing.

If he can do that not alive what about you. Maybe your helping some of your friends and not hurting them. If they are still you that means they might have seen what you are trying to do and they are trying to stay with you to help you.
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:iconlightdawntwilight:
LightDawnTwilight Featured By Owner May 25, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I suffer from depression rarely and have multiple personality disorder, which appears when I'm only around my twin or by myself, thanks to my past. I was bullied by a stalker/enemy/past best friend and no one helped. The teachers just gave us time outs expected us to become friends again and that was it. I didn't want my twin involved. My parents just worried about my grades. I did consider suicide multiple times. I was only eight and nine years old. I thought that my death would teach them and to change! However I was actually too scared to even try. I thought of several ideas but never executed any of them. Also, I have a twin sister and had only two or three friends? I didn't want them to feel sad if i killed myself. Someone always misses you after death. I had the worst life for two years until I moved to where I live now.
Now, I am mostly happy every single day, hang out with my twin and all our friends that average to around ten! I'm a straight A student and my parents are a lot more kind. Of course there are still a lot of obstacles in my high school life and I do become severely depressed and frustrated. But the way life changed for me always serves as a reminder that things will always get better and I manage to move on.
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:iconinclaire:
Inclaire Featured By Owner May 21, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Doesn't it make you wonder why they are still your friends despite your actions?
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:iconquixyact:
QuixyAct Featured By Owner May 19, 2013  Student Digital Artist
I know that seems logical.

But it can't ever work. It never does.

It's hard. But just embrace the love, stay alive.
You can't fight for better when you're dead.
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:icondevils-apples:
devils-Apples Featured By Owner May 18, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
I feel ya, hon.
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:icona-shatered-heart:
A-shatered-heart Featured By Owner May 15, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
No matter what someone or something does to you, you will always be loved. I myself pushed my friends away when I tryed to kill myself. Suicide is not the anwser to a temperary problem :heart: You will get through this...we will get trough this :heart: Just remeber that no matter what I will always love you no matter who you are. :heart:
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:iconiradu:
IRaDu Featured By Owner May 18, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
your last words are weird. You're such a warm human being.
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:icona-shatered-heart:
A-shatered-heart Featured By Owner May 18, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey I was just saying I love that person who ever they are. Thank you for saying that I am a warm human. :)
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:iconforest-skunk:
Forest-skunk Featured By Owner May 10, 2013  Student Artist
It's not worth it. Please don't do it
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:iconinsanityvixen:
InsanityVixen Featured By Owner May 10, 2013
ST - please don't kill yourself. No matter what you do to your friends to make them hate you, if you died they would be sad. I have a friend who has been self-harming for a little over a year now (and I'm only counting from when she told me), I've tried to help her, but there is only so much I can do. She recently made an offhand comment about suicide, our other friends took it as a joke but I'm not so sure. She's been really distant from us lately, especially since she hooked up with her girlfriend who also self-harms. I'm afraid they might kill themselves, if not at the same time then once one of them dies the other is likely to follow suit.
I don't talk to her half as much as I used to. She has become depressing to be around. I want to cut myself off from her completely. So do the others. But she's still my friend and if she died from natural causes I would be heartbroken, if she killed herself I would be devastated and never forgive myself for not supporting her enough. No matter how much you try to upset your friends it would still tear them to pieces if you died.
Still not convinced? A girl at my school died recently. It was an accident. Nobodies fault. The majority of the school were in tears, those who weren't (I was among them) just sat there in shock. Everyone was affected. Before that point, I didn't even know her name.

Hang in there, and never give up xx
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:iconkimrodofsuburbia:
KimrodOfSuburbia Featured By Owner May 10, 2013
The sad thing is, that actually has worked for me.
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:iconsupertrollplz:
supertrollplz Featured By Owner May 10, 2013
So, you are dead now? O.o
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:iconlaartje205:
laartje205 Featured By Owner May 11, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
ok, i get you are a troll, just trolling around, but this is disrespectfull. Some people have serious problems, and your trolling isn't helping. so just go troll some weird duckface bitches and leave the depressed alone.
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:iconfenwolf2003:
Fenwolf2003 Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2013
I laughed so hard at everything you wrote.  That was great.
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:iconlaartje205:
laartje205 Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
I'm funny when pissed off. xD
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:icontobassinesia:
Tobassinesia Featured By Owner May 25, 2013
Sometimes the depressed need to smile. He probably didn't mean to piss anyone off (like people who takes things too seriously), because he hasn't come back with a venomous retort for you.

"Trolling" is making people feel bad just for fun. Supertroll was just trying to lighten up the mood.
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:iconkimrodofsuburbia:
KimrodOfSuburbia Featured By Owner May 10, 2013
Not yet.
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:iconlaartje205:
laartje205 Featured By Owner May 10, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
That's really, really sad. Please remember that there always are people who love you, and who care. Like me. I don't know you, but I care about you. You'll leave an empty place, that no-one else can fill. You are special. You are really strong. Look at all those things you have overcome so far, and you're still alive. Don't throw that away. You have beautiful things ahead of you, please live to see them. :hug:
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:iconkimrodofsuburbia:
KimrodOfSuburbia Featured By Owner May 10, 2013
I disagree but thanks.
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:icona-shatered-heart:
A-shatered-heart Featured By Owner May 15, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
No.we do care :heart: No matter what other people say there will always be someone who loves and cares about you. Don't give up :heart:
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:iconflutteringangel:
flutteringangel Featured By Owner May 9, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
You matter.
You're loved.
You're perfect, even when you're not.
You're special, because no one can ever replace you.
You're strong.
So strong that you stood and said something that millions of people would never say.
You're loved.
You matter.
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:iconinfinitywithinlimits:
infinitywithinlimits Featured By Owner May 9, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I hate hatred. is that ironic?
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:iconumioko:
Umioko Featured By Owner May 8, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
So you're making them suffer now so they (hopefully) don't suffer later by you ending yourself? They might feel guilty that they couldn't catch your pain or something to save you.
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:iconhopelesslonging:
HopelessLonging Featured By Owner May 8, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I felt this way for SO LONG - years and years, I wanted to be hated, because then I wouldn't be missed.
Please, ST, know that you matter, that you are incredible and you could...I swear. You are unique and gifted, and it may take you a long time to realize that...but look how long you've made it! You are AMAZING. Please stay strong, ST. If you ever need to, you can message me...I'm always here for anybody who needs to talk. I know it sounds cliche, but I went through such horrible times in my 14ish years of depression...I can understand.
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:iconnekoninja13:
NekoNinja13 Featured By Owner May 8, 2013
Your plan is flawed. If you really want them to be relieved then you should either kill them and then your self, or better yet stop being mean to them and not kill yourself. But if you really must just know your friends will probably figure out why you acted the way you did and feel worse for not trying to help you
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xXjamasJuntosNuncaSE Featured By Owner May 8, 2013
please dont do it
please
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:iconwolfi96:
Wolfi96 Featured By Owner May 8, 2013
Your friends will always love you. Talk to them. They'll convince you you're worth too much to them. You can't just give up everything. My friends told me that. It worked as you can see. Never give up. :)
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:icon95blckfirebird:
95blckfirebird Featured By Owner May 8, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
These post are getting scarier and scarier. Stop posting depressive "notes", instead. Post happy ones! To those who are suffering and are affected by pyscho-social disorders. There are people that can help you :)
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:iconjvkillustrations:
JVKIllustrations Featured By Owner May 8, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Your friends wouldn't be your friends if they would hate you. Please keep your head up :)
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:iconskjaldulfr:
skjaldulfr Featured By Owner May 8, 2013
I would say "don't commit suicide" but I think that's a given.
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:iconskjaldulfr:
skjaldulfr Featured By Owner May 8, 2013
Wow, you're just spiritually shooting yourself in the foot every-which-way.
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:iconuseraccount:
useraccount Featured By Owner May 8, 2013
I'm really sorry, but you need help.

Now, your friends could secretly hate you. However, THIS IS VERY UNLIKELY. What the real problem is, the real question you should be asking yourself is "What is making me want to commit suicide in the first place?"

This manipulation of your friends like this strikes me as kinda...unneeded. You don't want to hurt your friends when committing suicide. That's fine, a perfectly natural response. But what isn't natural is the hope that your friends will all be like "Haha, glad that bitch/bastard is dead!" That signifies some serious underlying problems (I know, I know, that's obvious). For one thing, people are almost never like that. No, seriously, they aren't. If they're your friends, then they will hurt and they will hurt bad. Why do you want to do that to them?
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:iconjefferythemoonworm:
Jefferythemoonworm Featured By Owner May 8, 2013
O.o
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:iconraize:
raize Featured By Owner May 8, 2013
well your obviously retarded, so i am pretty sure they already do not care if you live or die. These friends you speak of, are already probably only in your head anyway. Good Day! :)
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:iconfenwolf2003:
Fenwolf2003 Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2013
I love you.
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:iconshewolfzoroark:
shewolfzoroark Featured By Owner May 26, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
And you're an ass. What's wrong with you? That's just sick.
How would you like it if someone said that to you?
If you wanted to commit suicide, and someone called you retarded and that people
don't care if you live or die.

And whatever I just said there (which is true), I have one more thing to add.

I hope you fall in a hole and rot in it.
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:iconcatnicolette:
CatNicolette Featured By Owner May 8, 2013  Student General Artist
You ass! Go work out your own problems and stop degrading other people's pain.
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