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Surviveroflove Featured By Owner May 25, 2013
SUICIDE IS NOT A OPTION! I understand things are going bad for you but suicide doesn't help. You say no one is there for you but try to reach out. Someone out there cares for you and you just need to find them.
MonsturNao Featured By Owner May 20, 2013  Student Artist
Don't go suicidal.. And I know what you mean, suicide may at some point seem like the best option but it's really not..

And don't beat yourself up all because you lost some worthless guy, it was his lost.

And don't beat yourself up all because some stupid friends stopped being your friends, that's their lost as well, because I bet your an amazing person :)

so don't give up, please keep fighting the urge to go suicidal because lots of people I bet care for you, like maybe friends on here, so don't give up, things will turn around for you, you'll see, I know because karma's a bitch.

And always remember, if things don't work out in the end, don't worry cause it's not the end.
DawntheHedgie Featured By Owner May 18, 2013
As crude as this may sound... find something. Find a cause. Find a passion. Find something to fight for. =) There's always something work putting yourself into. You're so much more important to others than you think, and they'll remember a lot more of the good than the bad.
Ringtaildog Featured By Owner May 14, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
There are other things in life apart from marriage and family. You can make new friends even if it is hard and if you have nothing to lose then prehaps move elsewhere and start a new life. Please don't end your life yet unless it is truly bad, loss makes people sad but feelings lie and you are still ina good situation, if you have food, money, a place to live and water then you have everything you need.
flutteringangel Featured By Owner May 9, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Your beautiful, loved, and strong.
nuazka Featured By Owner May 8, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Just... Hold on, okay? Don't do it. Please.
AshesAndWings Featured By Owner May 7, 2013  Student General Artist
Be strong. Every storm runs out of rain :) its a song by gary allen. You might like it. Just, don't give up hope, please?
NeonColoredRain Featured By Owner May 7, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
How selfish... but I know how it feels. Don't do it.
writeriest Featured By Owner May 7, 2013
My heart goes out to you, I felt this exact way last year, exact same situation. And I can't believe how things have healed a year later. Please please keep holding on, you can get through this. xx
confidenceAlive Featured By Owner May 7, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Don't be afraid to ask for help <3

And don't be too stubborn to, either. Everyone needs everyone's support. It's how we're wired.
Your community here supports you. And I join them in saying I'm so sorry for all your losses; that must be so hard. I couldn't imagine losing my fiance let alone my friends and family. Which is why I admire you for still standing through the thick of it all, and for telling us about it.
But at least let us stand with you
NinARinkA Featured By Owner May 7, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I feel your pain. Hope everything turns out right in the end for you ^^
Kryana Featured By Owner May 7, 2013
I'm sorry that your year was so terrible. I really am. You're really brave! You keep going even though you have had a terrible time in these past few months. You're not worthless, and you're not stupid. You deserve better things and I hope they come soon. I wish you'd ask for help to make things easier on you, though! It doesn't have to be a therapist. It can be anyone. Talking is important. You can talk to me, or you can pick up a phone and call a suicide prevention hotline if you feel like you're having a crisis, or you can go to a park and talk to people that sit on the bench next to you. If you've lost everything in these few months, that leaves you more time to build everything anew. There are a lot people you haven't met yet that I bet you'd like a lot! I bet they'd like you a lot too. Please don't deny them a chance to get to know you. Don't think you have to live the rest of your life alone from this point, just for the sake of living, because that isn't true.
BlazeFireWolf1 Featured By Owner May 7, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
It's one year...Do you know how many of those you have left to make things right again? More than enough.
halperin98 Featured By Owner May 7, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
If you truly believe in that, then you're being blinded. You still have your dA friends, and I bet you still have SOMEONE left. Don't give up. You don't know (or perhaps you do) how much seeing someone who fell, get up again and continue walking.
koshplappit Featured By Owner May 6, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
My mom went through a horrible breakup with a fiance once.
It was a month before the wedding, plans were made, and everyone in town knew it.
It was the worst time of her life, but it brought the greatest gifts. She was supported by her real friends and she grew stronger than ever. She fell in love with the new man in town and in a few years they were happily married. She was so glad she went through that hard change, painful as it was in the beginning.
That man is my dad and my parents have been happily married for 20 years.
I just wanted to tell you that you will get through this, please look forward to the future. Stay strong. :heart:
Nekovix Featured By Owner May 6, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I feel like this every single day ;w;
ColorKunoichi Featured By Owner May 6, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I think that there is always a reason to go on, whether it is a big reason or a small reason you need to keep going, cause if you give up it won't accomplish anything and will cause suffering to those who do care for you, whether you know it not, they care.
chudmasta Featured By Owner May 6, 2013
the only reason you havent done it is because youre concerned with other peoples' opinions of you? yet you claim youve already lost everybody
seems odd
TimeTravellingCloset Featured By Owner May 6, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
i know what you mean about the whole fear of people speaking bad about you if you kill yourself. i have the same problem.
Kca189 Featured By Owner May 6, 2013   Writer
Just start over. Your best friends are you family, blood doesn't matter. Make and Find those best friends. Build strong connections to get a great start when you decide to go work somewhere else. It's great this happened to you, because you don't have to worry about the connections and terrors god gave you when you were born like family. There's not a thing holding you back now. Sculpt your own world.
xXNibiNoNekoXx Featured By Owner May 6, 2013
Go travel. It may be a weird suggestion but go out in the world and rejuvenate yourself with life! Meet new people, live your life and use it as a chance to find yourself again. It might possibly help you decide on what you're going to do next.
Aqua7KH Featured By Owner May 6, 2013  Student General Artist
My heart goes out to you also. I know exactly how you feel right now for the most part.
emoturtlefrk Featured By Owner May 6, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I know how you feel :/ That was me last year. But, as you can see, i'm still alive and kicking.
Just keep pushing on through. Something ought to surface for you eventually :/ I hope they do soon.
xLuckyxFridayx13x Featured By Owner May 6, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I know that life gets really hard... it happens. But you can survive it. Suicide is NOT the answer... you have a lifetime ahead of you and suicide prevents any chance of things becoming better.
Rynnikins Featured By Owner May 6, 2013
My junior year of high school was terrible. Every month was another tragedy--it started with my grandma having her surgery and not recovering from it. My family was torn apart in the aftermath, my dad had blood clots, my sister started acting out and our dog got lymphoma. But I survived. Think of it as a test--you will survive too.
KristenBlue Featured By Owner May 6, 2013  Student Writer
Write it, sing it, scream it, sign it, talk it, just get it out. The method you use is up to you. It doesn't have to make sense to anyone but you but the best thing is to let these things out. Cliche isn't it? But its worth it in the end. I'd seriously recommend talking to someone but I am hypocrite for it because for me that has been the hardest thing. Trusting someone else to care enough to listen to me. It makes me stronger each day because I deny that part of me that tells me to shut up and stay every time I reach out. Its worth it.
If you aren't going to be vulnerable to anyone else you can at least be when its just you, its not brave to suffer in silence but it can be a step in the right direction. We learn to love ourselves in those moments, and that's a good thing. It makes you all the more better of a person. You are not worthless. You have been given a chance that those around obliviously didn't get. You get to live. Make it worth it because you certainly are.
Dartmaul15 Featured By Owner May 6, 2013
Remember one thing.

suicide doesn't end the suffering, only cuts short the chances of things getting better. Living on the other hand, in th end it will all work out somehow.

Having been there myself the only advice I can give is to find something to do. It does not need to be meaningfull for the society, what's important is that it matters to you. It can be a hobby, simple work or even just walking once every day. just something to keep you going.

Good luck, and take care :)
SkittleE275 Featured By Owner May 6, 2013
You know how they say that suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem? Look, I'm fourteen. I've had a relatively easy life. I can't possibly understand what serious problems people do go through daily. But suicide is never a good solution. If you don't have someone that will miss you, then you go out and you find the person who know how amazing you are, and how you are good enough to miss. Make friends, volunteer, do something. Find something or someone to live for, because there is always at least one.
useraccount Featured By Owner May 6, 2013
Agreed! A friend of mine once said that suicide is a "coward's way out", and while I was shocked at his bluntness and insensitivity, I had to admit that I agreed with him a little.
qioqos Featured By Owner May 6, 2013
My dog died and I lost a few people lately. She/he should stay strong
Jgarner1 Featured By Owner May 6, 2013
I feel bad. I feel you should always look the positive way, no what will bring you down.
SaveYourKisses Featured By Owner May 6, 2013
This is kinda' happening to me right now.
SaniriMarrone Featured By Owner May 6, 2013
If you need help but don't want it, perhaps you ought to listen to your needs instead. Like how people need to pay taxes and bills, but really don't want to. Or how if you haven't eaten all day, and aren't really hungry still, but you know you need to eat something or your blood sugar will go on the fritz. Asking for help, even if you don't want to, may help you find things to keep living for. Another thing you might do is go volunteer someplace-- do something that makes you feel helpful or useful. Focus on a hobby, or pick a skill at random and develop it. Find a way to start anew, and keep going.
TiteArumi Featured By Owner May 6, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Wow, I really hope the best for you. Okay, I know it sounds... Weird annd all, and I'm sorry for this, but I'm honest.
Well, first, I hope a lot of courage for you. You'll need it.

I hope one day, you'll find another important thing in this world which can be worth it.
Firnen99 Featured By Owner May 6, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I can understand you! Even if I'm only thirteen...
Carameja Featured By Owner May 6, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
LadyRainAshni Featured By Owner May 6, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
This is how I feel right now... Jeez my heart goes out to you. I think about suicide too.
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