Secret. 13135

I did stay with the online friend, and he's been to stay with us twice now, and I guess i'm one of the lucky ones

He turned out to be exactly who he said he was, and we had an amazing time both visits, he's coming again soon

The boyfriend who was depressed, is still pretty low, and he's deteriorated a lot, his grades are bad and he's not even trying to pretend like he cares about his future, just hopes they'll let him into the army when he's old enough so he'll have something to do. To be honest, i've been a lot happier since I broke up with him, and if that's bad, i'm sorry, but he really did drag me down when we were together. Since my current boyfriend is in University (He's just started the first year now, he's a couple of years my elder, nothing drastic though) he's been helping me study, and I recently got an A* in Biology. Our relationship is going strong, and we do argue sometimes but we always find a resolution or compromise quickly. I'm glad i posted my secret here, because the comments were very helpful and they helped me find what made me happy in the long run, because even if this relationship should someday fail, then I always have the memories of this total, serene happiness. I am so content right now. I just want to put this out there, just to thank everyone who has helped me, and to maybe give hope to others with online relationships who are going about them safely like I have. 

Thank you again, DA users

-Author of Secret 13135