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CookieBloodlust Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2013
Just checking back in, to kind of add closure to this =)
I did stay with the online friend, and he's been to stay with us twice now, and I guess i'm one of the lucky ones =)
He turned out to be exactly who he said he was, and we had an amazing time both visits, he's coming again soon =)
The boyfriend who was depressed, is still pretty low, and he's deteriorated a lot, his grades are bad and he's not even trying to pretend like he cares about his future, just hopes they'll let him into the army when he's old enough so he'll have something to do. To be honest, i've been a lot happier since I broke up with him, and if that's bad, i'm sorry, but he really did drag me down when we were together. Since my current boyfriend is in University (He's just started the first year now, he's a couple of years my elder, nothing drastic though) he's been helping me study, and I recently got an A* in Biology. Our relationship is going strong, and we do argue sometimes but we always find a resolution or compromise quickly. I'm glad i posted my secret here, because the comments were very helpful and they helped me find what made me happy in the long run, because even if this relationship should someday fail, then I always have the memories of this total, serene happiness. I am so content right now. I just want to put this out there, just to thank everyone who has helped me, and to maybe give hope to others with online relationships who are going about them safely like I have. 
Thank you again, DA users =)
-Author of Secret 13135
Daismotastico Featured By Owner May 24, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
As a kindergarten teacher I have to say that love is not restricted to "adults" as some people claimed in earlier posts.
I've seen couples who were younger than 3, and very much in love.
Of course the quality of their love is different; it's not about lust, and they probably would not see themselves as a "couple" - but it's very much love, and they can tell that apart from love for their parents, and liking other friends.
Claiming that young children, or even teenagers are not able to feel "proper" love, or can't tell that emotion apart from let's say affection are quite rude and foolish.
Love is a emotion that is too deep and too complex to reduce it to some aspects that you will only find between adults.
And every human being, no matter their age, can feel it.
(Which does not change the fact, that young people must be protected from the "love" of very much disgusting adults.)
HazyConfessions Featured By Owner May 11, 2013
your young so this is a scary truth, but here it is:

The person who's opinion on anything to do with what makes you happy? Yours. sure it hurts if your family does not accept something about you, but overall you'll be happier because you're being true to yourself.
Kca189 Featured By Owner May 6, 2013   Writer
Parents care more about your safety than your happiness. So they don't really matter, ignore them because everyone is going to have to take chances sometimes. Your depressed boyfriend? PAH! Nobody is depressed they are only lied to or goth! Break up with him. Love your online best friend? Great! Go to him!
Si1verwing Featured By Owner May 31, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
No. That is not Goth. Goth is an actual subculture and way of life, not some bratty phase kids go through just to get attention. And for those of them that it is, that is not Goth. That is some bratty kid in want of attention. If you want to learn about the Goth subculture, look up Jillian Venters, writer of Gothic Charm School, or LeahMouse on YouTube. Or, *MistressoftheRoses here is Goth, and she can tell you more.
iwilblood2 Featured By Owner May 8, 2013
(Depression does exist, but I agree with the rest of your post)
GalooGameLady Featured By Owner May 6, 2013  Student Filmographer
Break it up, he doesn't need lies on top of his depression.
CookieBloodlust Featured By Owner May 6, 2013
Glad I have a spare account now :3
Thank you for the helpful comments, when I said I know him online, my best friend has met him in real life with her parents there (who liked him) and we have skype calls :3
My parents already know about him (they dislike it,because of the age -he's 18-and distance but accept it. My mother has spoken to him and says he seems nice. And by spoken to, I mean skype calls)
And I broke up with the boyfriend, only to find that he instantly got with a girl I was friends with who already tried hitting on him. And when I say love, I already have a knowledge of what love is, if you scroll down you'll see my response to another commenter with my opinion of what love is.
I'm in a long-distance relationship with the friend now, And I am Infinity% sure he's not a creeper dw xD
I've seen his friends before, he's seen mine, met my friend and her parents, seen my parents, i've seen his mum and siblings, etc.
Thank you all for the helpful comments <3
- Author of Secret 13135
GrubCloud Featured By Owner May 25, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Good on you honey :D :highfive:
Have fun ^^
ChocolateSmarties Featured By Owner May 6, 2013  Professional Writer
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