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MockedI'm the girl who is always mocked for how i look
For how i dress
What music i listen to
I sit in bed and cry
Not because of what they say hurts
Because it does
But because I'm not appreciated
Wondering down a path
I try my best
But nothing works
I don't eat because I'm "too fat"
I listen to my music loud to block all the words
Those words that will stick in my head
Make me cut again
I don't want that
I just want to be freed
I feel so trapped
I cant explain it
I begin to have feelings for someone
They aren't ever mutual
I sit and realise
Once again my hopes are dashed
Its a vicious cycle
I've never been told how to love
I've never experienced it
I feel empty
Yet tears slowly roll down my flushed cheeks
Has taken hold of me
Red vs Blue Introductions: North and South pt3
"John, c'mon York wants to see you." said Wash
John looked at the clock over the door and rolled over "its 7:30 I don't have any training for two hours."
"Not according to F.I.L.S.S." said Wash
"What?" asked John
"Yeah." Wash started "apparently he changed your time check for yourself."
John fell from his bunk and checked the F.I.L.S.S. screen
"Well I'll be damned 7:45 John in training room B." said John "And Shana in training room A."
"Yeah now hurry up." said Wash "York will be waiting."
"Sure thing." replied John
While John was getting ready Shana was already on her way to training room A with Carolina.
"Nervous?" asked Carolina
"No why would I be?" replied Shana
"Good because you are going to have to be prepared for anything today." said Carolina
"Anything?" asked Shana
"Yeah, The Director spent all of last night creating a new simulation for you." stated Carolina
"Well then I look forward to see it."
"Okay. Well the standard drill applies get in your armour and you will be briefed
RvB: Fix You"I like fixing things."
York had told her that once. She had walked into his room, intending to ask the tan freelancer about the training schedule, only to find him fiddling with an ancient looking silver pocket watch. He barely glanced up at her, so focused on his project that he almost missed her inquiry. "It's been in my family for generations." He explained. "Dad gave it to me when I joined the army. But it's still pretty old, so it breaks a lot."
"Why don't you just get a new watch?" she had asked, leaning against the door frame. "I'm sure there's a thousand out there that are much better." York stared at her for a long moment, realizing by the way she tipped her head in bewilderment that she just didn't understand. So he simply sighed and offered her an almost pitying smile.
"Some things are just worth fixing Carolina."
Carolina didn't know why those words stuck with her. During training, on missions, in the halfway point between consciousness and dreams, they would somehow glide
Red vs Blue Introductions: North and South pt1
"F.I.L.S.S., this is Four Seven Niner, requesting permission to land."
"Permission granted." returned F.I.L.S.S. "it is nice to see you back, please head to landing bay 4."
"Thank you F.I.L.S.S." said Four Seven Niner "Hey, are you two ready for touchdown back there."
"Yeah we're ready." replied a male voice from the crew bay of the pelican "Shana you alright, you seem a little tense."
"I'm fine John. It's just the flight, you know I hate flying." said Shana
John and Shana were twins and hadn't been more than 100 yards from each other since birth. Although they were twins didn't seem to follow the stereotype John was a lover of blues and jazz whereas Shana couldn't get enough heavy metal, John loved a good read and Shana would never read anything bigger than a pamphlet with the excuse that "her life was to fast a pace to read".
Even on the battlefield they differed, John fought for good and Shana fought to win. All of that a side as a team there was none finer the were able to fight in
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