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Friends Should, Friends Shouldn'tFriends Should: Understand that life and other things get in the way sometimes.
Friends Shouldn't: Expect you to pay a certain amount of specific attention to them consistently despite what's going on in your life.
Friends Should: Always pick up right where they left off whether it's been days, weeks, months, or years.
Friends Shouldn't: Give you a hard time about not talking to them when they didn't even bother to tell you they were upset about it until they exploded from bottling it up.
Friends Should: Be honest and trust each other.
Friends Shouldn't: Withhold feelings and question you constantly.
Friends Should: Make efforts to fix their own problems and ask for your help if they need it.
Friends Shouldn't: Expect you to fix their problems without making any effort to change themselves.
the name that cuts like a knife,
it's all that you see inside,
is breaking with every breath I take
the only thing I can't seem to face.
Duct Tape HeartsFractured lines
Criss-crossing the soft tissues of my heart
Branching out like veins
Consuming all that once was
Cracking the bonds that hold it together
Shattering the very foundation to your core
Before you feel it
Killing you inside
The shattered pieces of your heart
Hang in the air for a moment
Before they are dashed on the concrete
All you can feel is
Pangs of sorrow
Arrows of sadness
Nothing can heal
A sadness so deep that you can feel it, smell it
Taste the coppery dread in your mouth
A sadness so tangible you could mold it like clay
If only you could reach it
A sadness so heavy
It drapes over your shoulders
Sinking you slowly into the ground
Blotting out every happy moment of your life with a tissue
Leaving nothing to hold back the dam of emotions that had faltered
and spilled over your mind
with thoughts that resound over and over
again and again
No Way Out?Here it comes again
As it does every day
The itching need to hurt myself
Why won’t it go away?
Haunted by mistakes
Terrorized by fears
All of these are triggers
They've tortured me for years
What must I do?
Is there something I missed?
The urges are hard
Sometimes to resist
I’m afraid I won’t make it
I’m afraid I will break
I really don’t know
How much more I can take
Please make it stop
Please end it now
There must be a way
Please tell me how
Or maybe I’m wrong
I’m starting to doubt
Maybe the truth is
There is no way out.
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