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Secret. 12835 by DeviantArtSecret Secret. 12835 by DeviantArtSecret
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Katieap Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Dang, this is the only one I've seen so far that's made me cry.. My best and only friend, he was only 12, and his mother tripped and ended up suffocating to death.. he never cried in front of me, so whenever I hear or see the word 'mom' I cry for him.
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art-devi Featured By Owner Apr 28, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
That is my biggest fear. I wake up in the night imagining her gone from my life & start crying. Though she is very much alive but not healthy as I want her to remain. To think about how much she is suffering with her bad health just makes me go insane. Sometimes I wish I could change her life, prevent her marriage to this creep who is my father, I want to be her mother or even spouse in a next life to make sure she has a good life,though that makes me a creep but I want to do anything to make her happy, there are times she has been unhappy because of me & I want to kill myself for it .
I don't think I could ever love anyone on this planet more than her, not even myself,though I think I am a selfish person. I feel so much hatred for my father for hurting her & probably would kill him without guilt if I had a chance but her life would be ruined in the court cases & all. Sometimes I do wonder if it is the horrible Oedipus complex but I don't mean anything sexual towards her, in fact far from it.
If anyone wants to reply to me please do because it feels like I am going insane when I think that I may have this fucking Freudian complex.
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godsd1ldo Featured By Owner Apr 28, 2013
That is biologically impossible.
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Kasakirara Featured By Owner May 30, 2013
Mothers die in childbirth all the times. It's despicable.
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godsd1ldo Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2013
Couldn't agree more.
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A-LonelyDove Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
...Yeah..
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Ranubis Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2013   Traditional Artist
In a fair universe they wouldn't. I don't know if sane exists. I miss my mum.
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SynestheticSoul Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I know that feeling too.
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mangareader345 Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2013
I lost my own mother back in 2011, and whenever I think about it, it's like a sword piercing my heart and cutting it in two because she was always there for me, and I idolized her for making me into the kind-hearted person I am. She was told that I wasn't going to be worth her time to raise, but she raised me anyway; for that I was eternally grateful, and I wish I had been taken instead...
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MuccNoMiya Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2013
Y-your mother died!? ..Mothers wouldn't die,She will be in your heart and your side! Do not cry,İf you be happy she will too
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Manchita1 Featured By Owner Mar 24, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Well, it seems terrible, I know. I'm not going to pretend that I fully understand your pain, because I don't. But I can honestly say that this is a sanely ordered universe and that, while it can seem crazy, I have some words that I hope will help you.

"I have said these things to you, that in me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation. But take heart; I have overcome the world." -John 16:33
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Auronoverdrive Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2013
my best friends mom passed. i understand.
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lakoneko Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I completely agree. It'll be 6 years this July. I miss mine so much. However, I know I would be in a totally different place now if she were still here, so I am thankful for all the experiences I have had since. I just wish she could be here too.
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emoturtlefrk Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
in any sanley ordered universe, parents wouldn't be abusive assholes to their own damn children.


that doesn't happen either.
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FizzyLuvsU Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
Ik r... pssh this probably sounds heartless to most people but I don't care about my mom...
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MuccNoMiya Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2013
What!!!!!!!!!!!!? I love mom really! she gave birth to you , is your mom so bad woman?
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FizzyLuvsU Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
Yeah... and I have wished multiple times to not have been born
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MuccNoMiya Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2013
Whoa..Im really sad for you..
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:iconfizzyluvsu:
FizzyLuvsU Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
its okay ^^;
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emoturtlefrk Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I don't either. And it sickens me the way she pretends to care.
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FizzyLuvsU Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
I know what you mean
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emoturtlefrk Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
mhm
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Waterbender-Jay Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I loved my mother with all my heart, but I'm blessed that my father was with me when she passed, even if they weren't together anymore.
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JaptainPaggot Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2013
I appreciate the love this person shows for mothers, however it only says "mothers wouldn't die". If that was the case, then everyone would become a mother just to be immortal.

I say... In any sanely-ordered universe, good caring mothers wouldn't die.
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Byrdgirl13 Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
*nods*
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Universal-Tiger Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Fathers as well, my dear, fathers as well... :heart:
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iIzAxEl-DeIdArA Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2013
Yesterday marked the fourteenth anniversary of my mother's death. I hope you have some relief of the ache by knowing that you are not alone, and that she loved(s) you. :hug:
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Solum-Ipsum Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Mine did. I'm thankful for that. She was holding me back by then. Peace be upon her.
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Cyluho Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I do completely agree... when I was younger I thought that after death everybody has to live in some kind drawer depending on which age they died. Therefore I always wanted to die at exactly the same age my mother did... nowadays I believe in different things, but maybe just because I don't want to die that young...:'(
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Eearii Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I have too many friends who would agree with this on a personal level...
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