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Zanesebastian666 Featured By Owner Apr 28, 2013
It is not your fault. In no way is it your fault that you fell prey to a monster. HE NEEDS PUNISHMENT.
Manchita1 Featured By Owner Mar 24, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Never blame yourself for someone else's bad choices. That will just hurt you more than you already are.

My advice would be that you somehow let your sisters know. I'm sure they love you; if it happened to them then they're just afraid to tell as well. They probably feel just like you. So someone needs to initiate the confessions; and since you're the only one who posted anything about it, the only one I can tell is you.

I know it seems hard, and it will take lots of strength to tell. But in the meantime, before you can tell any fellow humans, let me give you some advice from a Father who loves you:

"Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." -Isaiah 41:10

Pray to Him; build a relationship with Him. All I can say is that this will reap you more benefits than you can imagine. On Earth, and beyond.
catdey Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
If you can't say it, write it. Then give it to them and hide. Afterwards, destroy it! The evidence will never be know. It's good to talk/write about things to others; You defiently do not want a health problems based off of stress or worry.
GrubCloud Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Tell the truth and talk to your sisters. :heart:
They probably really need to talk to someone too, and the sooner the truth is out, the better.
CedarWoods Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
It's not your fault.
jtcheney Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
The cycle stops when the truth comes out.
echai-mae-art Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2013
you know u really have to face this
u cant just let him get away with what he did, doesnt matter what u do to make him pay but U GOTTA DO SOMETHING its your responsibility over yourself to do something anything call the police, or tell ur parents, a friend.. and remenber if you don"t do it someone can get hurt too .
Sithspawn109 Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
A: like everyone else says its not your fault. you are in no way responsible for anyones actions but your own.
B: you cannot be everywhere at once and your busy dealing with your own problems and sorting yourself out, if you missed any signs of what else may have been happening then that cannot be changed.
C: not advocating violence or whatever here but it does help your confidence and makes you feel safer (physically and mentally) to sleep with a knife under your pillow, make sure to have a sheath for it so you don't cut yourself during the night. just knowing it is there can help. ;)
Nyhx Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
Call the cops.
Aiyukilove7 Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2013
(\ T.T/) I give you hugs!
shygirl462109 Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2013
NOT YOUR FAULT NOT YOUR FAULT please believe that it isnt your fault for being prayed upon by some disgusting adult. Stay strong sweetie
Kryana Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2013
it's NOT your fault. it just isn't. it's your uncle's. i'm sorry it happened to you :(
faeloth Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2013
You're strong. It ain't your fault.
Allow yourself to see who the guilty one is.
Allow yourself to feel anger towards this so called 'person'.
And someday, you could try, just try, to tell your sisters, or parents, or someone else about what's happened.
You're strong.
If you need any help, feel free to note me anonymously.
MadHatterEvo Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2013
I understand this feeling 100% I was in a similar situation. I 'responsible feeling' is not to being attacked, it is to letting it happen to your sibling.

I always look back at how ignorant I was to think my attacker would stop with me. Why would he? He didn't get caught. I never told anyone. As far as anyone knew, nothing was happening. I should have known better. I should have seen the signs. I should have known he move on to other targets that were near and dear. I should have seen it happening, and brutally murdered him in his sleep. But I didn't. It finally came out when one of my siblings finally told my parents. I remember seeing my dad in tears, full on crying. My dad never cries. This was when I knew something was up. They asked me, and I couldn't lie even if I wanted to.

They were devastated, to say the least. For the same guilt you have for not being able to stop it, they will feel equally, if not more-so, as guilty. I could only imagine the amount of hurt my dad felt as he was faced with a harsh realization that he couldn't protect his kids from a monster.

It will be painful when you talk about it for a long time. I was in tears when I told my best friend (I was 24 or 25 at the time). The scars will always be on your heart. Nothing will remove them. But, just as with any physical wound, it becomes bearable with time and as you talk about it more.

This event does not make you any less of a person.
Catthylove Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
This comment actually made me cry.
MadHatterEvo Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2013
Awww, I'm sorry.
Khainsaw Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2013  Professional General Artist
It's no ones fault except your uncle. You should feel no responsibility... if anyone should feel ANY responsibility for it happening to anyone else, it should be your oldest sister. I would assume she is the first person it happened to. I guess it's always hard to assume things about people's families, but when I was around 4 or 5 my mother told me, "If ANYONE touches you here, here, or here, you'd better tell me because they shouldn't be doing that."
fantasylover103 Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Whoever this is, forget the past. Look to the future. It may be all you have.
Thundermane Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2013
Look at it like this: We are all put onto this world, and we don't get a manual about how things should be, and the ones that are existing, are flawed. Not even the worst murderers are entirely to blame on their nature, things just are the way they are. If you accept it, you can start deciding how YOU want things to be, and work on making this happen. If anything, this isn't YOUR fault. Carry on with life and look how you can make your now, and future better. What is in the past, stays in the past.
MotleyCrueAndMCRFan Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Dear sender of this, it's NOT your fault. Never think such a thing! You were put in a very bad position.. Just the same as them if something had happened.. It is no ones fault but the man who done it. Never blame yourself, never carry that weight. It's far from your fault.
SyrinaKorramaya Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
The same exact thing happened to me...I'm here for you, if you ever need a shoulder to cry on. ~:heart:
Story-of-a-Mind Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
It is most definitely not your fault! And what ~makeo proposes here sound like a good idea.
makeo Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2013
It is not your fault. Maybe you could try talking to your sibling, you don't have to start by mentioning the abuse you could start by asking what they think of your uncle visiting, try to open some communication between you without him there and when your ready you can think about discussing what happened to you
KaulitzWolf Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2013   Writer
this is a wonderful suggestion, listen to :iconmakeo: ST, also if it's possible maybe you should see a professional therapist that can help you cope with and overcome what happened.
shadow0071 Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2013
honest its not your fault :tighthug:, i know as i too have been through this and i know it hurts, im always here if you wish to talk though :hug:
Shaun-shau Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
No it's not....
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