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:iconfiskefyren:
fiskefyren Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2014
I want to watch the world burn... and I want to see humanity get their just reward. But it's my greatest dream to see the end of all things. It's after all the only thing that makes any sense.
-with love from a Nihilist

PS. love doesn't exist.
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:iconrobinthegirlwonder12:
Sometimes I just feel like buying and painting a mask that covers my whole face,putting on a hoodie,taking a kitchen knife and visit some people XD
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:iconleleni-asylum:
leleni-asylum Featured By Owner Apr 28, 2013
This is me in so many ways but I can't snap for the fear of hurting my friends.
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:iconluna777thirteen:
luna777thirteen Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
-snickers- i was the good girl until four years ago. Now she's long dead and gone.


~i was sick of being the smart goody-two-shoes all the time who everyone hated and no one would notice if i dropped of the face of the earth. so i metaphorically killed my old self and completly changed who i was. if i could, i'd even have completly changed my DNA so i could truly be a brand new person; but technology isn't that far advanced yet .-.
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:iconseerssword:
SeersSword Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2013   General Artist
Don't let yourself snap in two; save that for whatever is controlling you. You need that anger you have; more importantly you need to direct it effectively.
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:iconthe-lost-hope:
The-Lost-Hope Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2013  Student General Artist
Hmm I am a good girl myself but I use my food, or other things to use my choices. And art, no one can really stop you from art if only in your head. ;)
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IstTyrr Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2013
What you're talking about is going from one end of the social spectrum (submission) to the other (narcissism). Narcissism (=extreme egotism, complete disregard of others/their well-being and catering only to the self) being among the most common self-defense mechanisms that spring up due to submissive abuse (=people in your immediate environment acting in a narcissistic way, i.e. disrespecting/disregarding your opinions and needs in favor of theirs). It's basically a vicious circle of victim-perpetrator-victim (narcissist-submissive-narcissist).

Both extremes are negative, in the sense that they have negative repercussions to both yourself and the people you love/care for. They are also negative for society as a whole (see vicious circle I described above).

Solution=Limits

You need to have a good, long chat with yourself and determine what you really want/need for yourself as person, your goals and aspirations, regardless of social norms, other people's expectations and your own fears/insecurities.

Inform your immediate environment of your limits and set boundaries. You don't have to be aggressive about it, discuss it and remain firm in your wishes and opinions, regardless of whether they share your views or not. In short, say YES when you really mean it/want to do it and NO when you don't. Then proceed to act upon your wishes and make real choices about your life, that are dictated by YOU.

Remain steadfast in your choices, but also take responsibility for your actions. You will always make mistakes, but you will learn from them only if you chose them in the first place, through your free will. Not if someone else decides and directs your life. Remember that discussion and advice by the people we love is helpful (and at times imperative) to our lives, but beyond that as adults we have the right to chose our path and own our mistakes. It's part of maturing as human beings.
Listening to advice and accepting help does not mean being obedient and submissive. A person deserves RESPECT, as much as he is obliged to offer it to others. It's a two-way street called EQUALITY. You should not allow people to trample your limits (mind, feelings, body), no matter how much you love, respect and admire them. In turn, you should respect theirs as well.

What we all lack, in essence, is self-esteem. We don't believe we are good/mature/intelligent/wise enough to know what we want or what is good for us. This happens in part, because we are brought up to believe it and then in turn try to control others (mostly our families), when the roles are reversed. Consider dynamics of parent-child, boss-worker, state-citizen. This power play defines our society.

To break out of it in a healthy, non-catastrophic way and heal up, one needs to discover themselves, accept their good points and limits, believe in their abilities, appreciate their own value and worth, then share them with the world. In essence, one needs to MATURE.
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JadeKrystal Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2013  Student General Artist
There is an in between. Go somewhere by yourself for an afternoon. A day. A week. Do what you want to do. There is a middle ground that might lead you to a better life.
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Genevieve124 Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2013   General Artist
That is exactly me! Sit up straight. Napkin in your lap. Say please and thank you. What are you doing out of bed it's 8:00 you should be asleep by now! They won't even let me read certain books, movies I can't even have a phone! I'm old enough! And this IS really me. Sometime I want to tell people to shut the f*** up and..... a few other things.
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Genevieve124 Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2013   General Artist
I don't want to kill someone or burn down building but...I want to break...Just one time!
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SkittlesRus Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2013  Student Writer
Everyone needs to stop being mean. That's why the comments were shut off for every secret in the first place. These aren't made just so that you can bash them and make fun of these people. Most of you wouldn't say a damn word if the person admitted this to you face-to-face.


If you have nothing nice to say, just stay quiet.
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pseudonym-blue Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2013
Whoever wrote this, you'll have more freedom someday. When you do, please use it responsibly and don't hurt yourself or anything else.
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:iconbluesparks4:
Bluesparks4 Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2013
:heart: very touching
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:iconchaosxunbound:
CHAOSxUNBOUND Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
here's my secret (not really a secret at all) i have a hit list and i plan to kill those people on the list.... they might not know it but i was being serious about killing them
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:iconimanartistplz:
imanartistplz Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
Well, you're just a little angst shit aren't you? Killing people won't accomplish anything.
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:iconchaosxunbound:
CHAOSxUNBOUND Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
that isnt true
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:iconimanartistplz:
imanartistplz Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
Gee, then explain to me how killing ANYONE will accomplish ANYTHING, other than destroying a family and going to jail where you'll be furiously butt-raped and donkey-punched a couple of times?
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:iconchaosxunbound:
CHAOSxUNBOUND Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
it will accomplish everything
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:iconimanartistplz:
imanartistplz Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
You're a troll. A brilliant one at that. :3
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:iconchaosxunbound:
CHAOSxUNBOUND Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
i wasn't trying to troll :O_o:
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:iconimanartistplz:
imanartistplz Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
Don't act dumb dude, it's kinda obvious.
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:icongenevieve124:
Genevieve124 Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2013   General Artist
You shouldn't if not for their sake, your own think of the life you would have to lead. Also why tell people this if you are going to do this cause....you know now we know who to look towards.
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:iconchaosxunbound:
CHAOSxUNBOUND Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
ok... most people dont believe me anyway, they wont see it coming
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:icongenevieve124:
Genevieve124 Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2013   General Artist
Maybe not now....but then....
Anyhow you'd be a fugitive? Is that really how you want to like out the rest out your life?

P.S.-Getting a happier pic and happier backgrounds will help get you through this. (Even a light blue will do!)

<33
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:iconchaosxunbound:
CHAOSxUNBOUND Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
i will move to atlantis... i dont need a happier pic it isnt sad, and i dont need a background... i have a blue pic also.... please consider that im a walrus :iconwalrusplz:
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:icongenevieve124:
Genevieve124 Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2013   General Artist
Suuuuuuuuuuuuure......ok bye mr. walrus
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:iconchaosxunbound:
CHAOSxUNBOUND Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
goodbye mr/ms. noodle cake
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:icongenevieve124:
Genevieve124 Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2013   General Artist
Goodbye mr. walrus

P.S.-noodle cake tastes nasty
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:iconshimmering-sword:
Shimmering-Sword Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
lol, don't fantasize too hard, you'll hurt yourself.
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:iconchaosxunbound:
CHAOSxUNBOUND Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
im being serious
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:iconshimmering-sword:
Shimmering-Sword Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
I know you're seriously thinking about it, but you're not going to do it :)
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:iconchaosxunbound:
CHAOSxUNBOUND Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
what proof do you have
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:iconcopycat01:
copycat01 Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm guessing the author is 12 or close to that age
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:iconshimmering-sword:
Shimmering-Sword Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
I think that's the majority of these "secrets". All exhibit a major lack of maturity.
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Genevieve124 Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2013   General Artist
I would agree with you but....I'm having the same problem. I'm in high school and my bedtime is STILL 8:00 (since kindergarten). But when it suits them "You're old enough to do that by yourself! You are ** years old, Do I have to do everything!".

*sigh*
Plz make up your mind guys!

Story. Of. My. Life.
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:iconmagiccometart:
MagicCometART Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Or you could grow up, move out of the house and then make your own decisions. :I
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:iconcokesoap:
CokeSoap Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2013
Someone seems to need therapy and some ice cream.
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:icongenevieve124:
Genevieve124 Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2013   General Artist
Dude I am soooooo with you!
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:iconnecron-cheese:
Necron-cheese Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2013
My sides.
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:iconchocolatealicorn:
chocolatealicorn Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
oh my god me too :(

i'm the nice girl all the time and i actually don't like that a lot, i can't hold a grudge for more than 6 hours
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:icongenevieve124:
Genevieve124 Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2013   General Artist
Well, in some ways it's a good thing!
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:iconaramarella:
Aramarella Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I know exactly how you feel! I have the same thing.
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:iconfb-phe13:
Fb-PHE13 Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I understand how that feels... well, not that I want to kill people or myself, but I want to break...
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:icondorkyspork:
DorkySpork Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2013  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
I've been there and done that, and I promise it's going to get better. But don't do anything that might ruin your life permanently. Being "the bad girl" doesn't mean that you have to be destructive. It just means you have to be different. Travel, move, try something new, find an entirely new group of friends who don't have you typecast as "the good girl", just be different. You'll find that you don't have to be "the bad girl" to be happy and in control, you just have to be whoever you actually are, instead of whoever everyone else wants you to be.
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caminante0 Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2013  Student Interface Designer
Hell yeah! Good girls are overrated.
But don't get me wrong, there's no need to set something on fire or kill someone to feel free. You can just do whatever you think will be wrong for you to do, break some rules, piss everyone off. And then, if you feel it's the fucking end of the world, then be a good girl. But, if you realice that it wasn't a bif of deal, that the world didn't end and you still feel good about yourself. Then cut loose a little, learn to be yourself, no what you're expected to be. Because there're not perfect people, trying to be one is stupid and painful. Allow yourself to have flaws, to be normal.
I used to be like you, always following rules. I got tired, now I do it only if I want to and I feel more happy. Also, people likes me better now and feel more comfortable around me, 'cause they not longer think I'm going to judge them when they make mistakes.
Weird thing, right?
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april4042000 Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2013
I know how you feel. I want to do that stuff, but I don't think I would be able to do it. ._. Everybody feels this in one point of their life.
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:iconhonaw:
HONAW Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Wow, not sure I like that you want to kill others or yourself
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:iconrebeccaah:
RebeccaAH Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Well you see, I used to be like that. I was a good girl, and I still kinda am, and everyone knew everything about me and there was no mystery to me. I was there, that girl, the funny one, and I would tell you anything about me. Kinda like that song secrets or whatever by one republic.

But I'll let you know something now. I keep more secrets, rules are always broken with me, and I pretty much do whatever I want. I'm too stubborn for my own good. And I'm letting you know it sucks. It really does. Its fun breaking rules sometimes, but you need to know when to draw it in and just follow whats in front of you. It'll get you a hell of a lot farther than causing too much chaos for your own personal enjoyment.

Though..do let loose sometimes. Its okay to enjoy yourself occasionally.
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Tenshidream Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
When you're young, there's always a LOT of rules in school AND in life, and you have to accept them, otherwise you won't succeed. And suddenly you become an adult and you've got a little more freedom, and the difficulty is different because you're always doubting about yourself and you want to find your way and how to do, but it's not simple. That's why I think anyone can feel like you at some point. I know, it's not really the words you need to hear, but it proves anyone can be strong and go through that, even if sometimes it's too hard and you just need to cry or express it somehow.... I'm really supporting you through this, but wel.... it's life, and life is like a chocolate box and there's also really disgusting chocolates in it....
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FizzyLuvsU Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
So commenting is now open?
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