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paintshootingstar Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2013  Student General Artist
I remember how I had a best friend in kindergarten. Literally, we became best friends from first sight. I'm not lesbian, and neither is she, but we never left each others' sides. I was so sad when she left only two months after meeting her, and I don't remember where she went.
Even if she doesn't remember me after these nine years, I do :)
pandalove49 Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2013
really...from when you where six...really?
aprilfear Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2013  Student Writer
Just gtfo. If you can't do anything but troll, go away.
SketchyCharmander Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
This happened to me in kindergarten. He moved, and by surprise too. I don't even know where he is, but I remember his name and everything c:
Redneberif Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013   Writer
I know exactly how you feel. Only, it was me who moved away.
Tailowb Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2013
I can relate to this so much... There was a boy down my street when I was little and he would always say how much he loved me and promised when I got older he would marry me. Though he eventually moved away to Ireland. (( I live in America.)) and I miss him greatly. I still love him. (( sorry if I sound a little dramatic >n< ))
RougeCerberus Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
The wonderful thing about love is that its infinate. Keep your love for him if you so wish, but remember that its a childhood love, and since you havent even spoken to him in a long time, please be aware that people change for better or worse. its all part of growing up, so the person you once knew isnt the same. Allow yourself to find and grow love for someone else.

I had a really close friend when i was little, we were almost like sisters, so much so i'd call her grandmother (who was her guardian) abuelita too. I think i was around 6 or 7 when the police came to take my friend to her good for nothing mother who had dumped her as a baby on the grandmother and left years before. The woman didn't even have the balls to come claim her herself, she had to send the freakin cops. I was there. I saw it all. I remember. She looked at me, confused, and waved goodbye. I waved back, equally confused and a little scared that maybe she was in trouble, and why was everyone crying?. i said "i'll see you next friday then!". Only i didn't. For 7 years i didn't. At 13 i finally saw her again, since it was the first time she'd come to visit her grandmother since the day they'd taken her away. Only she wasn't her anymore, she was nothing like i remembered her, nothing like in all those dreams i'd had over the years about our reunion... the disillusion was crushing. I told my mom i didn't want to visit again. About a month or so ago i saw her again, i recognized her instantly, my parents were like "wow shes so grown up, i didnt recognize her! Clau, do you remember her? No, you probably dont, you were so little. You use to play with her all the time". My old friends gaze wandered right past me, recognition never once registering on her face. But i remember. I do, i just wish i didnt.
bluebelle-88 Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2012
I know how you feel. In love at 10 his family moved away. I think I still love him.
coco-fabulous Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
aaaaaaw :c the same happened to me, only i was five and i moved to Italy, i still know his name and everything ^w^ i wish i could just talk to him now that I'm back in the states, but he probably doesn't even remember me anymore...scratch that, he probably doesn't even live in the same house anymore, so there goes that little fantasy i have :s
ChrisRDI Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
maaaaaaan I know that feel. It sux :(
ambiiguous Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2012
6 yrs old. loved. k
stephanieAurelio Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
lol >.<
DeathPistol13 Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2012  Hobbyist
Happened to me this year. I feel for you.
xxJackiePackiexo Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Same thing is happening to me but he loves me too and doesn't have a girlfriend~ No it's adorable keep loving him but don't be sad just keep enjoying your self and be happy!~ :tighthug:
CandyDeChocolate Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
oh god! then i'm not the only stupid one! me it was the other way around. I was 10 when I had to move from my country... and I still miss him the good thing is that I still talk to him through the internet... but it isn't the same... it has been six years since I last saw him... and though he already has a girlfriend and I was the first one who he told about the news... i like him and i miss him and though i don't feel the same arduous love that I use to feel two years ago or so (because I have try to force myself to stop thinking about him) every time I compare him with another guy or wonder wether I'll ever be able to find another person like him is like... no, he's the only person...
CandyDeChocolate Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
... but i still think that part of me don't really love him as much as I think. I think that what caused me to miss him this much is because I was really attached to where I lived so I also think that maybe what I missed was my country and not really him.... .... i don't know anymore... :stupidme: :x
AdmiralPastry Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2012  Student Digital Artist
I had a kinda similar situation, in that he lived rather far away from me, and I had a crush on him for years, and we kept in touch, and so on. I also compared him to other guys, and thought no one would ever be better than he was :P But eventually, I realized I was holding him on a pedestal, which was easy because I hardly ever saw him. And the fact is, there are other guys out there! Maybe better, or just different, but I don't believe there is just one person for everyone out there :heart: You'll find another guy and fall for him even harder, I promise!
CandyDeChocolate Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thank you! Hopefully yeah, I'll find someone some day :)
Forest-skunk Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2012  Student Artist
always follow your heart <3 if you still love him, find a way to get to him
CoyoteDove Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I have a best friend that I also love and miss very much. Yet I come to wonder, is it really them we love and miss? Or the person we think them to still be.
thereina Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2012  Hobbyist
I lost my best friend when i was 6: her mother died and for some reasons her father left with her without explaining anything to my parents... So i wonder if i would be in love with my lost best friend today if she had been a boy... I Know we should move on, it's easy to say, easy to think about it, but for me do it is just so hard. I hope you'll overcome this better than i do, thanks for sharing
Comic-Time-Vann Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2012
I think that's love. :heart:
Alandil-Lenard Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2012
Maybe you just think you love him, because you are afraid to love someone else, someone real.
La-Nee Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Aww, that's cute. :heart:

But are you sure it's still him you're in love with? It seems pretty long ago and our mind plays tricks on us. So we think of the past in much brighter colours than it was.
Desheria Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Love at age six isn't real love.
RougeCerberus Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
so a kid doesn't really love his parents? Its not all romantic love, there are different kinds, and though the secret teller may believe its romantic love (though kids aren't really equipped to feel that kind yet at that age) doesn't mean it is, and it also shouldn't be classified as not love at all. :p
DancingInTwilight Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2012  Student General Artist
dont worry he will get divorced one day and by luck you two will be put in the same nursing home or hospice.
thats what i'm telling myself.
Lovely-Chains-2341 Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2012  Student Writer
I don't think it's wrong to love someone even after they've moved away. Of course, you're always gonna love them, but yes, like everyone else says it's about time to move on. I know how this feels, only I was the one to move away, and even though I didn't move very far (I still hear stories about him from mutual friends) it's kind of hard to pick up right where you left off. I moved away when I was in 2nd grade, I'm a junior in high school now. Idk how long it's been since you saw him, but it's best to move on. ^^
LionLover421 Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
I find it cute, but.. like everyone else said, time to move on.
VeganREbel Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2012
He don't remember u, move on!
KittyFace1717 Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I think it would be best if you get over him. I'm sure you can find a good boy somewhere. :)
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