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:iconsegacat101:
Segacat101 Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2012  Student Artist
Being in a broken family is hard.
Spite will find its way into your heart. Be strong
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:iconlovelikearazor:
LoveLikeARazor Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2012
I know how you feel about feeling like. I was there at one point to.
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:iconbroken-and-whole:
broken-and-whole Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2012
I'm sorry that you have to live that.
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:iconhimeshychan:
himeshychan Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2012
I get the feeling. I know it too well.
Hope it gets better for you <3
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:iconsbstrollerpadawan:
Sbstrollerpadawan Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Wow. Sorry for that. My family is the best family i know, sincerely! I feel really sorry about you, eventhough i can't say i understand that feeling.
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:iconnemo-tv-champion:
Nemo-TV-Champion Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2012  Student General Artist
I'm probaby going to get flack for this, but here I go.

Lately these "secrets" have all been making the front page. However I HONESTLY think none of these deserve the front page honor, and why? Because these "pictures" have 0 artistic merit whatsoever. It's just text typed up with a single blood brush used in the background, a stock photo, nothing at all, or the paint bucket tool with a single color. I'm not trying to "insult" the secrets themselves people are telling you, but I am just saying.. these do not belong on the front page, they are not art.
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:iconkataena:
Kataena Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2012
What about prose or poems? Those don't even have flood fill or blood brushes. It makes the front page all the time, because it touches people. So do a lot of these.

It's not as if THEY put their art here. The community of dA did.
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:iconsegacat101:
Segacat101 Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2012  Student Artist
Your view of art is that of most people.
Closed

Art is many things.
And the fact that some of these people are brave enough to tell the world a secret that no one else has heard is brave.
Words can be art to.
And being strong enough to tell the world what's going on. Hurt, love, loss. Abuse. That is something many people admire and love.
I understand you don't think this stuff deserves to be on front page. But obviously, others do
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:iconzenecchi:
Zenecchi Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Agreed.
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:icondevinemrs:
devinemrs Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Perhaps your comment would be better served going to the admin's of Deviant Art not our fellow Deviants who are pouring their hearts out ? :ohmygod:
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:icondevinemrs:
devinemrs Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
" Everything has beauty, but not everyone sees it. "
Confucius
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:iconthestarlitrose:
Thestarlitrose Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2012
I feel the same way sweetie. It's horrible to think of but the things they do to you are so much worse.
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:iconjtcheney:
jtcheney Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
My father is mental and strung out on drugs. I know how you feel, and what your mother must feel. Please realize that breaking the cycle starts with you not making the same mistakes, looking for the same types of guy that your father was, and trying to rise above.

If you ever need to talk, secret-teller, hit me up. I'm happy to help others.
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:icondevinemrs:
devinemrs Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
You're message is strong and it's so nice to see others who care so much.
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:iconjtcheney:
jtcheney Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you. I try to be an inspiration to those who are in need
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:iconlexerj:
LexerJ Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2012  Student Photographer
Sadly I wish my father would just die. He has abused my family, stole from my family, and has scarred all of our past. I think it is best that he left..
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:iconlauwlin:
LauwLin Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
My father already passed away.......and if my mom didn't told me about the dark side of my father,he is the best perfect man ever I met.I know that pain :|
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:iconshibiusa:
Shibiusa Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I don't know what happened to you (and your family) for you to feel this way. I can only tell you that you have to be strong. Your mother needs you more than you may think. And I know you suffer too. Our parents don't even realize that we suffer this much, but you and your mother can support each other.
I know this feeling and I've been through it, but it's over now. My dad is now pretty much dead to me (not for real, though, just for me and my family), since he acts like I'm dead to him since I was sixteen (and it hurts. It hurts way too much to be rejected by our own parent for no reasonable reason. It's like he just doesn't see me or I don't exist). It took me about four to five years to overcome it, but I did. And I believe you will be able to do it too. One way or another, things will solve themselves in time and they will pay for whatever they did. Karma is a bitch.
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:iconeicebleu:
EiceBleu Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I almost, but not quite, empathize. My father is pretty evil, just not in the violent way.
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:iconcolourfulcreations:
Colourfulcreations Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
That's awful but I guess you have your reasons, no one knows what goes on behind closed doors.
I truly love and adore my father though, he is my best source of advice and my greatest friend and "I" would die for him.
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:iconagenttexas:
AgentTexas Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2012  Student Digital Artist
My mom has never said that...but my brother has. Maybe not like that, but pretty much the same.

Our dad is fucked up in the head, trust me. I've wished bad things just so he'd go away, and I generally like everyone if that tells you anything. He's just...really messed up. I really wish my poor brother didn't have to be so angry all the time because of him, but what can I really do? *Sigh*
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sandman1969 Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2012
May I suggest reading "Man's Search for Meaning" by Viktor Frankl.
This book impacted my perspective on life.
My father drove my mother to take her own life, then married her best friend. Yes, I know about hatred but you cannot let it consume you.

Be well my friend.
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:iconleafei:
Leafei Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2012  Student Artist
Now this is a confession.
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:iconmlenshao:
MlENSHAO Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2012
I love my dad, and he really loves me back, and I’d never want for him to die at all. I think that is a really sad thing to say, to tell you the truth... However, my father can be an idiot at times, as he is an alcoholic, but that doesn't stop me from liking him. I also sort of have a soft spot for fathers too, but most people will disagree on that. :P
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:iconshugarsketch:
ShugarSketch Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2012
Lol, I fucking LOVE my dad.
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:iconstampwolf:
StampWolf Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2012  Student General Artist
Well, I can semi-relate. I would not wish death on either of my parents, actually I wouldn't wish death on anyone. Life is important, even I, a suicidal person knows that. But I have wished that my parents would leave my life. I've struggled with that a lot, since they are my parents, but their actions towards me haven't been doing me any good, but they don't seem to realize that.

Is it bad that I wish they would leave me alone? Maybe, but I can't function with them being who they are now, around me.
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:icontotalitarianterror:
TotalitarianTerror Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I can definitely relate to this. Its heart breaking.
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:iconhawk-moth:
Hawk-Moth Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2012  Student Writer
I never wished death on my father, but there are moments where I wish something bad would happen so that he would finally stop acting like a child and quite ignoring, me, my brothers, and his granddaughter
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:icon23wolfies:
23wolfies Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2012
This sums up the last year or so of my life.
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:iconsasukedeidara:
SasukeDeidara Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2012
I can relate to this.
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:icontoxic4820:
toxic4820 Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
Very shocking
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:iconamulet-strawberry:
Amulet-Strawberry Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2012
I certainly don't feel this way about my dad, but I wish the part of him that hurts me would die...He can be such a funny and kind person, but when his other side comes along, it ends with hits and slaps and lots of shouting...
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:iconlovely-rpger:
Lovely-RPGER Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
ive thought this so many times ...
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:iconspirits13:
spirits13 Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
Your story may not have such a beginning but that does not make you for who you truly are It is the rest of your story and path that you choose to who you truly are.
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:iconkaibakitty:
KaibaKitty Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
You know, even as someone who abhors one of their parents, I can't relate to this at all. My mother was physically and mentally abusive, and I wish she could someday understand the pain she caused, but wishing for her to die? No, I've never wanted that. If a parent is THAT bad of a parent, it's usually not just because they're spiteful. Usually there's an underlying issue. Mental disease, alcohol abuse, a history of being abused -- and many more besides. Of course that in no way excuses their bad parenting/abuse.

We're all human. We all fuck up -- some more so than others. We all have faults. While many actions can't be excused, this doesn't mean that someone doesn't have a right to live.
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:icondarklordzil:
DarkLordZil Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2012
Agreed!
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:iconerichan8dd:
Erichan8DD Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
meh...
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:icondrnaynayz:
DrNayNayz Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2012  Student General Artist
Careful what you wish for
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:iconaccebere:
accebere Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2012
wow
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:iconeezypeezymacncheezy:
eezypeezymacncheezy Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2012
Some father's aren't cut out to be dad's..
I'm sorry your family has to go through that
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:icon95blckfirebird:
95blckfirebird Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
I swear, for the most part. This damn site is depressing because of all the depressing post/comments that are always made. Damn, get over your selves and be optimistic for once instead of being pessimistic! Good day to you all, be well.
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:iconnemo-tv-champion:
Nemo-TV-Champion Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2012  Student General Artist
THANK YOU
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:iconmusicgypsy:
musicgypsy Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2012  Hobbyist
True true.
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:icondarklordzil:
DarkLordZil Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2012
Agreed!
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:icondrauxia:
Drauxia Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
That's what you get with a site full of moody, artsy teenagers. Everything gets blown out of proportion. "No one's life could possibly be worse than my own!" My message to them would be, look on the bright side, you don't have to be stuck living with your parents forever!
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:iconziiri:
Ziiri Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
It's true many posts and comments and their makers are overreacting, making little things into something too big.
But I don't really think this is such a post and people should just 'get over it and be optimistic'.. If you get beaten up all the time, have to suffer because of an alcoholist parent etc. I don't think you can just be optimistic about it all.

But yeah, I see what you mean. :nod:
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:iconshtuff9667:
shtuff9667 Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2012
That's the worst advice anyone can give...
If you want to go to a happier site and not face reality, then go play with my little pony or something.
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:icondrauxia:
Drauxia Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
What! This is THE best site to go to for my little pony art!
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:iconshtuff9667:
shtuff9667 Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2012
Well, you do have a great point there...
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:iconalinacristina:
AlinaCristina Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
ahahaha 10 points ma' friend ,10 points...
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