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You're gone, you're dead, there's no going backEhem, please read;
You're sitting at your desk, in your room, and you know it's time to go. You've said that to yourself over a million times, but this time you know, for sure, that it's time. You're tired… you're so tired of everything you have been putting up with in your life. You're parents pissed you off, like school wasn't bad enough today.. You go to get the rope because you're that desperate to leave. You're ready. You think of it as some game… the first one dead is the one who wins. No ones home, it's the perfect time. You're ready. If you don't do it now, you're gonna look down on yourself even more, forever. You're going to hate yourself even more. No one knows, no one will know… until later on. Instead of getting a paper and a pen, you get the video camera, along with a chair and a rope. You're standing on the chair now...You're gone instantly and there will be no noise, or anything. One side of the rope is tied to the top of your fan, while the other is already around your
I should have seenI try
And I try
To be better
I try to be perfect
I want no fault
All for you
I only wish to be everything
And give you everything
I didn't know
I was hurting you
Again and again
You told me I was fine
There's nothing wrong
I should have understood
And accepted myself
We all have faults
It doesn't mean there's something wrong
I just wanted to reach the impossible
I wanted to be perfect
I should have seen
You love me
-ERROR - Niki - English TranslyricsCan you see the world breaking?
Stagnant tears can't bear falling,
Every colour floods in,
What did you leave me here, on my own to walk?
Just ask me once - I will fall apart.
And blue and white and red, they're all
Blurring, blurring into one,
Screaming 'til my voice breaks,
What was that dream I prayed for with all my heart?
So tired of running, now here we are
How much of this has to go on?
Am I broken, can you see?
I am broken, look at me!
Though my heartbeat's telling me
I'm breathing, I'm breathing
Don't close your eyes, all of this is yours!
There's no dream to hide behind anymore.
Those final words stuck forever -
No matter how much I reach
Out towards that bright sunset,
Fading light slips out,
What did you change around?
What did you choose?
These shades of tears
Leaves me so confused...
The mind and self are floating in
Memories 'til [now] melts away,
Real? A dream? I cry, smile, you're waiting.
What were you searching for,
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