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It Means Everything.Present tense:
In this world, I have a dream. It's a small one, but to me, it means everything. I am one of a billion humans, no one special, and no one to notice. I walk around, barely knowing who I am. I reach out for someone. Someone I have yet to meet. Someone I can never dream to know. And yet I still strive for this light. I know it's unreachable. I know I don't deserve it. But what can I do? I'm human, and we strive for happiness. Several times, several days, I'm at the edge of giving in To a darker side. A side where everything is nothing and nothing is everything. I close my eyes, still unable to reach this desirable light. I live in a world where nothing is real, and no one can enter. I am always alone. But that way, no one will hurt me Like they used to.
I wonder how I became like this. I can do nothing but blame myself. Yet, others tell me that I'm not the one at fault. But how am I supposed to believe that, when I have been living to take the blame. When I h
Artist in the mirrorArtist in the mirror
I look in the mirror, and what do I see?
Nothing, no one. No one, but me.
No where to run, and no where to hide.
I do what I must to stay alive.
I fight through my fears, and I fight through the pain.
I cry my tears without any shame.
I am who I am, and this is me.
Don't try to change me. I like what I see.
Tattoos and Scars. Piercings and Heart.
My love for anime, design. My art
My love for my family. My love for my friends.
And all of the good things that life intends.
Call me a dreamer, tell me I'm weak. Just know that you're wrong.
There's nothing wrong with dreaming, and I'm not weak. I'm strong.
So as I look in the mirror, what do I see?
I see a beautiful artist. That artist is Me.
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