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life lessons.laugh a little,
love a lot.
you'll get your heart broken
so maybe not,
but who am i
to call the shots?
sadness will consume you
if you allow it to.
happiness is a few steps away,
but it's up to you to find its path
& don't forget,
nothing will last.
take what you get
& work for what you want.
know that something will set
but waiting will get you nowhere.
be kind to those you love
so they'll know that you're there.
play the hand you're dealt
& gamble what you want.
learn to deal
because all of it is real.
learn your lessons
before you play them out.
know them thoroughly
before you get out.
Your loneliness has spread to your eyes,
It has now become a part of who you are.
You can no longer keep contract of your own lies.
Everyone else but you can see that this has gone too far.
Your expressions and body language have become bionic.
It’s almost like the lights are on but the room has been ransacked.
What is ironic is that you try so hard to subtly avoid the topic.
I choose and use my words carefully because I know how you will react.
There is only so much I can say or do; the rest is solely up to you.
Only you can dispose of the trespasser that lies underneath.
If you only knew the trials you have unintentionally put me through.
Maybe then you will shed your grief and embark onto a new leaf.
I hope you take my sincere concerns on board.
Because time is one thing none of us can afford
To squander and wonder our lives away.
Be true to yourself.
It's OkIt's ok to cry
To break down in your room and sit there for hours
It's ok to scream,
To shout at absolutely nothing
It's ok to sleep for hours and hours
To not want to get out of bed in the morning
It's ok to think
To think of the "what if's"
It's ok to have opinions
To think differently
It's ok to be different
To stand out in a crowd
It's ok to not try
To not care about school or work
It's ok to be anti-social
To not talk to anyone and keep things to yourself
It's ok if you like to be alone
To shut out the world
It's ok if you don't know who you are yet
To be lost
But it's also ok to wipe away those tears
To change the shouting to laughing
To wake up with a smile on your face
To think optimistically
To fight for what you think
To be who you are
To try again
To be confident
To meet new people
To open your heart
To find yourself
But it's not ok to give up.
It's most definitely not ok to ever give up.
Words HurtWords Hurt
Hit me one more time
Hit me again
Push me around
On the floor
Down the stairs
It hurts less than your words
So kick me
Bruise my skin
But don’t call me names
It causes too much pain
I love you I really do
I’ll take the abuse
And be your punch bag
But please keep your words
My head can’t take it
My mind won’t survive
It destroys me.
SuicideThe spiderwebs slowly grow to the edge.
Oh how I wish I was dead.
I'll never be enough,
So I've given up.
I'm so done with my pathetic existence.
I've committed too many sins to consider repentance.
If it were possible, I wouldn't try.
My only goal in life is to die.
I look over the edge to the riverside.
My only option is suicide.
It could all end there.
No one would even care.
So I sit and I wonder,
But this is the only option I ponder.
This feels so right.
Tonight is the night.
I lean towards the edge, and climb over.
This is the only way to obtain closure.
I hope this is the way to end it.
Falling through the air, I feel splendid.
No more abuse, no more lies.
No more tears left to cry.
No more razors, no more white lines.
No more screaming at the sky.
No more sadness, no more madness.
I end it all.
I have my fall.
The end is soon, so I close my eyes.
No more abuse, No more lies.
I am finally allowed to die.
Truly FreeIn this world as we know it
No human will ever be free
Slavery is lessoned
But the past will forever haunt
Never free of bad memories
And still racism will haunt
Never will it end
Even in the façade of peace
We are not free
Judgment of others
Social standings and wealth
And being told what to do
Where to go
What to be
In our own homes
We're trapped from the start
The teachings and influence of those around us
Swaying our minds one way or another
Never will our thoughts be truly free
Imagine none of these restrictions
Are we yet free?
It still comes down to the basics of life
Our physical limitations
We cannot fly freely among the birds
Nor swim with the whales in the open sea
But say we could
We're still confined
The day the world ends
Will be the day
Humans are truly free.
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