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It Means Everything.Present tense:
In this world, I have a dream. It's a small one, but to me, it means everything. I am one of a billion humans, no one special, and no one to notice. I walk around, barely knowing who I am. I reach out for someone. Someone I have yet to meet. Someone I can never dream to know. And yet I still strive for this light. I know it's unreachable. I know I don't deserve it. But what can I do? I'm human, and we strive for happiness. Several times, several days, I'm at the edge of giving in To a darker side. A side where everything is nothing and nothing is everything. I close my eyes, still unable to reach this desirable light. I live in a world where nothing is real, and no one can enter. I am always alone. But that way, no one will hurt me Like they used to.
I wonder how I became like this. I can do nothing but blame myself. Yet, others tell me that I'm not the one at fault. But how am I supposed to believe that, when I have been living to take the blame. When I h
mechanici want to kiss every aching wound you have,
bandage your heart every time it bleeds,
and patch up your mind over and over
because not a single tear deserves to fall
from your brandy-drenched eyes
but this dripping heart of mine can only feel
and the healing honey words it flames get caught
in the back of my throat and on the roof of my mouth
so i only have these passionate guttural cries
to tell you that i care all too much
and in order to fix you up again,
i would need to tear myself to tatters
and trade all of my working parts
for your leftover, fading pieces
but i just haven’t figured out how.
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