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Even If I Don't Look Like It...I'm insecure,
Unsure of myself,
and just a wee bit
Even if I don't look like it...
I'm a clown,
Painting on that smile.
I have courage,
because I can face my fears
because I don't whine about the pain,
I just get through it.
Even if I don't look like it...
I need the reassurance
that you'll stay.
I want that hug that you thought about giving,
then didn't because I looked so cold.
I love your smile, laugh, happiness,
because just to see you happy brightens my day
Even if I don't look it...
I can make it through without you,
because I know how to,
I've done it before, I can do it again.
I can go on without all the things I want,
All the things I need,
I do it all the time.
I can stay alive, even if I can't really live.
"I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure.
I make mistakes, I am out of control & at times
hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my
worst, then you absolutely don't deserve me
at my best."
Don't Let Them WinI think that you're beautiful,
In many more ways than one,
Never believe what they tell you,
Don't let them blind your sun.
I think that you're a winner,
You certainly won my heart,
They're the real losers,
For tearing you apart.
I think that you're smart,
Way smarter than they are,
Because you don't need to torment,
As you're better than them by far.
I know that you won't believe me,
That you think I'm just letting you confide,
But believe this now and never doubt;
You're stunning on the inside.
Conversation with a blind personcan you see something?
Nothing. I never saw anything.
so it's all black?
No I cannot see black
because I do not know what black is.
I do not and I have never seen anything
so I have no knowledge of what anything is.
I wish I could see your face
PainWhat is this dull pain?
Piercing through my veins,
Pricking me from inside,
Throwing my nerves aside,
It's becoming very hard to bear,
More torture is added by each layer,
My composure is collapsing,
For breath I'm gasping,
Addicted to it's cure so bad,
Without it I would go mad.
You've ChangedI don't know how I am meant to feel anymore
Every time I look at you
I feel betrayed and outraged
You were someone
Who I could trust with everything
But now you've changed
And I don't recognise, who you have become
Why was it now, that you decided to turn
Into something I thought you never would
You have hurt so many of your closest friends
And you don't seem to care
I don't know why I keep on trying to hold on,
To something that I know is fake
We never really had
A true friendship now did we?
You say that you have been hiding
Who you really were
You were lying to us all
And that really hurts to know
I don't like the person you have become
What happened to the girl
That I used to know
The shy girl who cared about her grades
And who could tell, when her friends were upset
What happened to the girl that I met last year
The one that was so afraid to talk to me
After we had met that day in tech
I thought that this could last
But you've proved that I was wrong
No matter how many times you h
Poetic PsychosisIn thirty seconds, the next shell would fall. Every night was the same, but every night Lorenzo experienced it as if it were the first time. His throat felt swollen; breathing was hard. He glanced around at the others; young men like him who had been shipped out in the name of honour and freedom. There was no honour in this, no freedom. Only death behind your eyelids, and a fear so gutting, that it carved out your innards and left you a hollow husk. Lorenzo tried to breathe, tried to assure himself that he was still whole, still made of flesh. They had lied when they told him he was ready.
Matteo ran towards him, arms out, rifle swinging uselessly at his side. He shouted for him to run, but Lorenzo remained motionless, unable to move as his friend’s warning was lost in the constant blare of gunfire. None of them were ready.
“The cycle is repeating. It is not safe.” The voice was soft and weak, yet it carried over the gunfire and battle cries without impediment.
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