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Letting GoLoosen your grip on reality,
Now let go.
Slip away without regrets.
Bad days roll in and out,
but they will pass eventually.
Because there is light.
I will let you go someday,
but not now.
Now I need the memory of you to help carry me through.
But it's hard.
And I can't do it alone anymore.
Breaking down each day,
my burdens getting heavier with each passing moment.
My blood is thinning and I can't shed anymore.
So let me shed my tears instead,
It seems its all I have to give.
reach for my hand and help me out of this place I cannot rescue myself from.
Always YouIt's always you.
You were the reason I was happy
Days of feeling comfortable
In my skin,
Of knowing I was good enough,
If only for a while.
And only for a while it was.
You were why I was smiling
So many smiles.
Feelings I'd forgotten abound,
And now it's like we never mattered.
You were the reason I could sleep
My only source of dreams.
No more nightmares,
Fears fought away
Cradled in hopes,
My only form of safety
Found in your voice.
A voice I'm afraid I'll one day forget.
Now you're why I'm confused
So lost in my own feelings.
Back and forth,
On and off,
Love me now,
Love me not,
Wanting all my trust,
Dizzy with the choices.
How can I be sure of you if you're not sure yourself?
Now you're why I'm scared
Wearing thin these paths
In my heart
Without ever really leaving,
Just leaving me broken
And oh-so guarded again.
You rebuilt my old walls
Drugsheld tight in the arms of temptation
it runs its hands accross my chest
breathing ever heavier
every moment your possesed
veins pulsating with desire
as you await another hit
sezious take a-hold of you
as your mouth begins to spit
your eyes fade into darkenss
and i cannot bare to look
"one last time" is what you said to me
one last time is all it took
what love is not.it was a s l o p p y first kiss where
my drunk lips fumbled against yours.
the dull thwack of my heart,
locked behind curved ribs
cleared my groggy brain,
clouded with lustful premonitions.
it was an e l e c t r i f y i n g first kiss where
you entwined your hands in my hair.
your mouth encompassed mine and
my breath became lost in the steady
of your chest.
it was a s h y first kiss where
i pulled away before you could explore.
your tongue grazed my teeth,
searching for a way past the ivory gates.
i dug my finger into the stubble along your jaw,
my nail lulling your carnal desires.
it was my first kiss with you.
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