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Jakoda Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
that sooo sad and shitty at the same time.:cry:
WoodpeckerDMW Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2012  Student General Artist
If you know you love him, but fear that he won't be able to love you back, just go and tell him you do, because maybe, just maybe before something bad happens, you'll be the one to put a smile on his face or make his heart skip a beat.
Aiyukilove7 Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2012
I'm with this person!
waterangel17 Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2012  Student General Artist
To all the people telling the OP that loving a drug dealer is not smart, please note that love is rarely logical and that sometimes you can't help loving somebody.
goldenkitsunehime13 Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
Just remember just because you love someone doesn't mean you have to be with him....just let him know how you feel.....I loved this boy once but he wanted me to do something i couldn't i let him go, not because I didn't love him but because I also loved myself enough to know that I didn't want to get hurt....just protect yourself to okay? :(
Kashman31591 Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2012
You should probably re-examine yourself if you are hopelessly in love with a drug dealer who sells to kids. I know girls like the "bad boys" but what you expect is James Bond and what you get is... well a dying, drug dealing, scumbag.
Hawk-Moth Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2012  Student Writer
Tell him, even if it is the last thing he hears. Every person deserves to know that they are loved. But I must tell you to be careful, if he makes it through, being involved with him may put you in danger.
Larkwing Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2012   General Artist
I'd want the last thing I heard to be I love you, and not just from a family member. Because then I'd know that someone really, truly cared about me that didn't feel obligated to. It'd give me strength to keep going.

Tell him. You'll regret it if you don't. Just my two cents.
XMizanX Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2012
Tell him. If you don't you'll regret it later.
DomoSushiLuver Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2012
aww that's so sad you should tell him and you can help him
inkstaineddove Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Say it. If the last thing someone hears is 'I love you,' than that's not bad.
pwassonne Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I agree with this ^^
ZakSaturday2468 Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Tell him. Like a song I sang in choir "But a voice ri___ses within me, saying "Hold on__, my child." I'll give you strength___, I'll give__ you hope, just stay____ a little while____." Hope shall be by your side
BloodroseDead Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2012  Student Digital Artist
I seriously cannot believe they have started allowing comments on some of these
sunkissin Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Why? Because people are offering good advice on a realistic and pretty serious situation, for the ST's sake? =/
prettiest-potato Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2012  Student General Artist
serget2 Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2012
A drugdealer who got hospitalized?? I know girls have an infatuation for the bad guy but...are you sure? If he got hospitalized because he did something wrong in that environment, think of this, if they can't get to him, they will go after his loved ones. That might be you or in a few years maybe your child. Drugs aren't just bad if you use them, they're also bad because they mean more to people than a human life.

All these people here are right about the tell him before he dies thing but what if he does not die? Do you see youself running from the law, selling drugs to children, maybe running from the Maffia and what else.....
MidnightStrike35 Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
But what if he get out of that life?
He's just in highschool, still has time to change things around.
I know there are tiny chances of this happening, but what if the ST motivates this guy to change?
serget2 Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2012
Wow, this is from a while ago, but to answer your question,

That's the difference between Romance and reality,

Here's the romance:
I know someone who got out of the life, he sedled down has a wife and a kid, and that's how I got befriended with him, It's not Impossible if that's what you're saying. Sounds romantic does it not?

Here's stonecold Reality:
He was in the life HARD, he did drugs, dealth drugs and did time. He was in so hard that every time one of his buddies called he would be there for them, because he knew what would happen if he did not. His friends might get killed, he might get killed but if he was not there to help he was dead for sure.
Only because his now wife asked him to stop, he stopped completely but he had to ward off all of his friends and by shere luck he could convince them to let him go. He once told me that he could deal drugs and make 50.000€, but that same night he would snort that amount of money trough his nose and that of his friends. He's out of that life but he still wants to go back. And to top it all of he was feeling sick so he went to the doctor and hospitals for some tests with this result:
"Sir, do not make any longterm plans, live from day to day, because you have the organs of an 80-year old, due to your long drughistory"

So this guy in his forties might one day just drop dead, and leave his wife and seven year old son behind. This is what he has to look forward to, and he cries himself to sleep over it every night.

Still think it's romantic?
X-Spread-Wings-X Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I completely agree with you! This isn't a romantic love story. It's real life. If he's a drug dealer who got hospitalized, it would be better to just stay away from him. =/
serget2 Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2012
Thanks for backing me, but I'm affraid love is blind, if she's really in love no amount of reason will change her mind.
So i'm hoping it's a simple infatuation, and these comments will change her mind.
X-Spread-Wings-X Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Yes, I hope so too.
CsThRuH2O Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2012
EXACTLY... I can NOT believe this story:ohmygod:
:nod:100% agreed:iconthumbupplz:
serget2 Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2012
I'm glad somebody does all the other ones are answering with their hearts but with their minds turned off. It looks Hopelessly romantic but there's nothing romantic about visiting your loved ones in jail or in the morgue.

Thanks for backing me up, sister
CsThRuH2O Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2012
Yeah I know:nod:
Shade-Duelist Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Tell him. Even if he doesn't love you back, you said it. Knowing is better than forever being uncertain.
Skitzo-In-Class Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2012
Going out hearing "I love you." is better than nothing, I bet he regrets some stuff, I bet he regrets what he's done, just know that he had one person out there who still love and believed in him, will be the best gift ever.
StalkerNitro Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2012  Student Digital Artist
this would be your last chance.
if you miss this chance... you'll be miserable just like me. and it hurts so much... i think i am going crazy.
you really need to tell him!
my love died without knowing how deep my feelings were to her.
and i think she'd be alive, if i told her those 3 little words, "I love you".
good luck.
Depressinglyhappy Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2012
But if he dies before you tell him you'll probably really regret it
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