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Kuro-Kitsune-sama Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2012  Student Writer
I fear driving too, but my fear is weird cause im not good with people. everytime im in a car learning to drive and a person pulls up behind me i curse and fumble for the blinker and pull over. my hands shake so much the person next to me has to drive home... sadly for me not getting my liscens isnt an option because i need it to get a job. :/
LaCocaine Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
i have too much anxiety to drive. i get freaked out by the thought of an ambulance coming with its sirens, and not knowing what to do, and everyone going crazy at me, or even the thought of parking and scratching someone else's car.

everytime my boyfriend drives away, i'm scared i won't ever see him again.
Kaylianaa Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012
I'm terrified of driving for absolutely nooo reason~ I just feel like I'll be a terrible driver and crash and die.

Though I guess I wouldn't mind dying :shrug:
Balkito-Starstist Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Im 29 and I dont drive... Scared of killing someone or getting killed and I wouldnt know what to do... crashing on the road, the trucks the speedway, the buses on the street, to get lost... I know being an adult that doesnt drive its seen like the guy from the movie 40 years old virgin... but I had lots of family problems when I was a teen and the minor subject of importance to me than driving... I was In a few crashes and that didnt help much
Luvstruck3 Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2012
I have problems of my own and I always thought mabye if I see a psychologist it will help my fear, but in reality the only thing you can do is forget, the'll help you with that or do somthing else I'm sure but no matter what you will never be able to completly forget somthing that tramatic, so if somthing happens to trigger your memory everything before was useless, my advice, just keep looking and find your own method to deal with it cause sometimes thats all you can do.
KaulitzWolf Featured By Owner Jul 3, 2012   Writer
It's not too late for you to change those feelings ST. My grandfather is a psychologist and I asked him what he would recommend to help you, he suggested that you should seek therapy if you can afford it. It may not entirely eradicate this fear, but it could make this easier for you and help you move beyond it.
swisidniak Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2012  Student General Artist
I'm in a similar position. Though I myself have never been in a really accident. I'm 20 and terrified to drive. It's necessary because I live out in the middle of nowhere and can't get a job because I have no transportation. But I'm afraid to drive myself. It's not so much that the cars scare me, its the other drivers. If I were alone on a road I think it'd be fine.

My house is on a busy intersection and when I was in 3rd grade there was a huge crash. I remember hearing it and leaving my neighbors house to see minivan and (I believe it was a station wagon but it was so long ago) flipped over. There was a lot of fire, and seven people involved. The brakes on the minivan coming down the hill gave out and they collided head on with a car coming into town. I don't know if everyone was okay, I was just a kid and no one would tell me.

I used to have a swingset out in our front yard, but one day a car plowed through our front lawn. A bunch of drunk teens. They quickly backed out and drove up, tearing up our garden, fence and hedges. If I had been outside playing at the time, I could've died. Dad moved the swingset to the other side of the house that year.

I almost was tempted to learn, and then my best friend's brother survived a car crash last year. As he stepped out of his truck another car swung around the corner and hit him, killing him instantly.

My mom is 50 and she still doesn't have her license. My dad is the only driver in my family. If he isn't around I have no way to get to appointments. I've had to miss multiple things because he couldn't take me. It's annoying. The rest of my family keeps telling me to not be like my mother, however everything else makes me want to drive less and less.
Shining-Galaxy Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Aw :( My mom and dad were in a car accident back in 2002/2003. It was snowing out pretty badly, couldn't really see in front of them, my dad (who was on vacation at the time) drove over some black ice, hit the back end of another van, both vehicles did a couple 360's before landing in the ditch, no one got hurt.

Dad, who is a very experienced truck driver--he wasn't driving the truck when this happened, our van got totaled--gets extremely nervous when he has to go out onto the road in that kind of whether. I get nervous during storms, more cautious than anything, but if need be, I drive when my dad's not on the road...even if he is a backseat driver ^^;

So sorry that it happened to you, but think of it this way, You're all still here with us :D And that's what matters most.
Breakaway13 Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2012  Student General Artist
aw. i'm sorry :( you know, i don't like to talk about it, but a few years ago me and my brother lost our mother to an accident. though, it was a car accident and had to do with drinking and driving... later when i turned 16, i was TERRIFIED to drive because i thought it might happen to me...though i don't drink, which that's one of the main reasons why i don't even when people try to get me to....i'm 20 now. I can understand how you must feel about that... scary... :/ but i then realized i can't live my life in fear...and i guess sometimes you gotta go with whatever happens, happens. sometimes i still get really nervous driving at times... but maybe try talking to someone close to you about it?
Hawk-Moth Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2012  Student Writer
I sort of feel like this when it comes to driving. My brother was in a terrible accident during new years. He was drunk and drove my mother's car into a river. He could have died but somehow he came out of it with only a few scratches from clawing up the the bank from the water. I don't ever want to in a position like that because I feel my luck is terrible. I know how to drive, I've taken a class but I still don't have a license. I intend to try for my license before this time next year. No one knows about this, and I intend to ever let them on to how I feel.
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