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Secret. 11611 by DeviantArtSecret Secret. 11611 by DeviantArtSecret
This is a follow up secret to: [link]

The secret teller would also like to say: My boyfriend is drifting away from me slowly. He hates me. I'm selfish. I regret it a lot. Whenever people change, they either change for the worse, or think they've changed into something better. My stomach is so empty now. I'm so sorry, my baby...

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DaAggeAgneta Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I will pray for you.
Pear001 Featured By Owner May 2, 2012  Student General Artist
Oh honey. It was of no fault of yours that this dreadful accident happened. Miscarriages are almost never through the fault of the mother and please dont blame yourself for something you had no control over. I know that your boyfriend is drifting away but he shouldnt blame you either. You are not a selfish person because you didnt make the choice and remember both you and he will always be changing and it will eventually become a change for the better. Again please do not blame yourself and please know that your baby Jacob, wherever he is, is loving you just as much as he would if he were with you.
always remember it was not your fault and he loves you.
themysticalmediator Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
How is this your fault?! At least you cared. You don't see people getting abortions walking around guilty, so why should you? (I'm not against abortions, I'm for them if one's heart feels the situation is right.) Anyway, I'm sure your baby loves you unconditionally regardless, and doesn't want to see his mother slumped over crying over him. Wherever he is, I'm sure he's happy and safe anyway.
Dalek1965 Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2012
Actually, yeah you do see women who feel guilty about getting an abortion. The peole who don't feel guilty... are monsters.
themysticalmediator Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Not necessarily. There are cases with rape, and having a child is a big step. There are just some times when sending a baby to heaven is better than the circumstances it would go through on Earth with someone who doesn't want it and can't take care of it or would abuse it. It would be hell for the baby, which is unfair and unnescessary. If someone with those traits got an abortion (only once or twice), it wouldn't be that bad of an idea. And if someone was raped, after being forced on, (your baby likely reminding you of the criminal) I don't blame those who get an abortion, even who don't feel guilty, because it's not their choice, and it's their body. In the long run, I don't believe people should intentionally go without decent protection and have continuous abortions. Abortion is not meant to be done frequently, in my opinion. If you put the baby there voluntarily, it isn't fair to the babies to disappear when you got yourself pregnant repeatedly, never learning from going without protection before. So many people want children, and people like that throw them away. Abortion is a very controversial issue, but no matter what opinion you have, most people support their opinion in favor of the baby, and that's what matters. Sometimes it's just not something to feel guilty about, and sometimes you should.
PersonDev Featured By Owner Apr 15, 2012
It was an accident. Stop blaming yourself. It's not healthy for you or those that care about you.
flabaflaba123 Featured By Owner Apr 15, 2012   General Artist
Unless you MADE yourself have a miscarriage, it's not your fault..
AntarticaEyes Featured By Owner Apr 15, 2012  Student Digital Artist
this must be an awful burden to carry...i really cant imagine your grief...but know this...some bad things happen only to make things better...this might be hard now...but who knows...maybe things will get alot better ^^...remember you are a very strong proud
Larkwing Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2012   General Artist
Oh god. Dear, it isn't your fault. These things are never your fault. You can't blame yourself for it... Not at all. My heart goes out to you-- I hope there's more light in your future. You need it.
kaorimaru Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
what happened to him was not your fault. these things happen and its unfortunate.
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