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I was so sad when they told me I couldn't anymore.
It had always given me such a good feeling, to know that I was doing something good....
If you think it's hard just pinch your arm and look away, it's usually over in a second.
I was upset, I was so willing to donate.
They let me have a cookie though.
But I have a disease and take some meds that do not allow it...
But at least I'm an organ donor. Well.... Though they won't use my organs I guess, because of this fucking meds, it gives me a better feeling.
It's ok. I think many people just have the shirts.
In fact, the truth is...I only donated blood in hopes of getting one.
I'm terrified of needles.
Last time I donated, I passed out due to a low weight.
Not only did I pass out, I lost control of my bladder.
Then I had to walk up a mountain slope to get to my dorm room.
My mom didn't say anything to me but she wrote a letter to the Red Cross and told them how embarrassed and sad I was.
So they sent me my t-shirt. I was so happy.
Of course, I'll be donated again but for different motives.
It's good that you at least attempted to give blood. I had a friend who got really pissed because she didn't weigh enough to donate. But it's the thought that counts.
(And psh, all I've ever gotten is a sticker that says "Be nice to me, I gave blood today!")