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racheru-tan Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2014  Student Digital Artist
a lot of people knows exactly how it feels.
I do, isn't easy without meds :\
Laila12345 Featured By Owner May 30, 2014  Student General Artist
wow , this is true and amazing.
RoguetheScarredAngel Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2014  Student Writer
I know how that feels, believe me. If you ever need someone to talk to just message me. 
SchwarzenHimmel Featured By Owner Nov 12, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I know that feeling exactly. I used to struggle with that all the time. I just had to get myself to genuinely smile, once you do that, I know it sounds crazy… but once you do you'll feel a lot better. Least that's how I helped myself. Best of Luck. 
amartineznogales Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2013  Student Artist
Don't fight yourself, be free, feel fine, don't feel scare anymore, broke that chains of sadness and fly free, like the white bird you are
ilove2read12 Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2013
its the same with me
ScarletMyrrh Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
For a long time, I wished every night that I wouldn't wake up in the morning. Some days I still do, but not often anymore. To this day, no one understands the way I felt and sometimes still feel. I don't tell anyone anymore because the few I tried to explain it to didn't believe me or they just didn't care.
One time, I sat and stared at a knife I took from the kitchen for three hours before finally deciding that it wasn't worth killing myself because my dad would probably just make my little brother clean it up, and that wouldn't be fair to him. The only reason I didn't kill myself back then was because I didn't want to be the one that hurt my brother again. I didn't want to throw him to the wolves I had been guarding him from his whole life.
Just because I wouldn't do it with my own hand, didn't stop me from wishing I would die in my sleep, slip and break my skull in the shower, die in a car crash...
Most days, I'm better now, but the demons that made me that way are still there, creeping around in the back of my mind. I know EXACTLY how to get rid of them too. That's the worst part. I know what I need and I can never have it. But I'll go on. I keep trekking onward until the bitter end because I can't do anything else.
KazEtsura Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
You just reminded me of a morning when I was truly bitter that I ever woke up. But believe me, you'll get past this.
pahdy93 Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2013
hard one to read
Punk-Phantom Featured By Owner Sep 14, 2013
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