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:iconracheru-tan:
racheru-tan Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2014  Student Digital Artist
a lot of people knows exactly how it feels.
I do, isn't easy without meds :\
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:iconlaila12345:
Laila12345 Featured By Owner May 30, 2014  Student General Artist
wow , this is true and amazing.
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:iconroguethescarredangel:
RoguetheScarredAngel Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2014  Student Writer
I know how that feels, believe me. If you ever need someone to talk to just message me. 
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:iconschwarzenhimmel:
SchwarzenHimmel Featured By Owner Nov 12, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I know that feeling exactly. I used to struggle with that all the time. I just had to get myself to genuinely smile, once you do that, I know it sounds crazy… but once you do you'll feel a lot better. Least that's how I helped myself. Best of Luck. 
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:iconamartineznogales:
amartineznogales Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2013  Student Artist
Don't fight yourself, be free, feel fine, don't feel scare anymore, broke that chains of sadness and fly free, like the white bird you are
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:iconilove2read12:
ilove2read12 Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2013
its the same with me
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:iconscarletmyrrh:
ScarletMyrrh Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
For a long time, I wished every night that I wouldn't wake up in the morning. Some days I still do, but not often anymore. To this day, no one understands the way I felt and sometimes still feel. I don't tell anyone anymore because the few I tried to explain it to didn't believe me or they just didn't care.
One time, I sat and stared at a knife I took from the kitchen for three hours before finally deciding that it wasn't worth killing myself because my dad would probably just make my little brother clean it up, and that wouldn't be fair to him. The only reason I didn't kill myself back then was because I didn't want to be the one that hurt my brother again. I didn't want to throw him to the wolves I had been guarding him from his whole life.
Just because I wouldn't do it with my own hand, didn't stop me from wishing I would die in my sleep, slip and break my skull in the shower, die in a car crash...
Most days, I'm better now, but the demons that made me that way are still there, creeping around in the back of my mind. I know EXACTLY how to get rid of them too. That's the worst part. I know what I need and I can never have it. But I'll go on. I keep trekking onward until the bitter end because I can't do anything else.
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:iconkazetsura:
KazEtsura Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
You just reminded me of a morning when I was truly bitter that I ever woke up. But believe me, you'll get past this.
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:iconpahdy93:
pahdy93 Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2013
hard one to read
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:iconpunk-phantom:
Punk-Phantom Featured By Owner Sep 14, 2013
Same...
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:iconpyrosaitan1:
Pyrosaitan1 Featured By Owner Sep 14, 2013
Might I suggest instead of sleeping pills, tonight take cyanide instead
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:iconweskergirl1:
weskergirl1 Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2013  Student General Artist
dont ever discourage someone like that! you have no idea how much your words can affect them! and dont me u were jokeing, how can they know that?
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:iconpyrosaitan1:
Pyrosaitan1 Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2013
I read that post again, my reaction was myself murmuring an aggravated "oh fuck off"
And it's not discouraging, I whole-heartedly encourage the emo little bastard to do it, one less irritation in this world T_T
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:iconweskergirl1:
weskergirl1 Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2013  Student General Artist
ug whatever
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:iconpyrosaitan1:
Pyrosaitan1 Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2013
LAST WORD!!!
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:iconweskergirl1:
weskergirl1 Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2013  Student General Artist
I just dont really want to argue with you thats all, i have my opinion and you have yours.
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:iconpyrosaitan1:
Pyrosaitan1 Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2013
Respectable, now if you'll excuse me, I have to repeat my idiocy so I may at the very least feel a sense of moronic pride for the umpteenth time today
... I do a lot of dumb shit...
Anywho, LAST WORD!!!
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:iconlukan-the-oracle:
Lukan-the-Oracle Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2013  Student General Artist
I really hope that's sarcasm...
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:iconpyrosaitan1:
Pyrosaitan1 Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2013
Even if it was, it's still cruel T_T
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:iconlukan-the-oracle:
Lukan-the-Oracle Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2013  Student General Artist
That is, it's never nice to joke about suicide or death.
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:iconpyrosaitan1:
Pyrosaitan1 Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2013
Nice doesn't mean funny
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:iconlukan-the-oracle:
Lukan-the-Oracle Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2013  Student General Artist
Okay, you've lost me there. Please explain?
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:iconpyrosaitan1:
Pyrosaitan1 Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2013
It's never nice to make suicide jokes
Nice doesn't mean funny
It doesn't have to be nice to be funny
It may not be nice but it's still funny
Get it?
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:iconlukan-the-oracle:
Lukan-the-Oracle Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2013  Student General Artist
I got it, but I still find nothing funny about it.
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:iconkorebetha:
korebetha Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2013  Student Digital Artist
I don't think this person is looking for suicide. 
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:iconpyrosaitan1:
Pyrosaitan1 Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2013
Well the suggestion is out there regardless
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:iconkorebetha:
korebetha Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Well, there is DEPRESSION and then there is whiny-baby "No one loves me" depression. One of them is a brain chemical balance and the other is for spoiled brats... However, this person seems like they have the kind of depression that can be treated by anti-depressants, so they should go do that. 
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:iconpyrosaitan1:
Pyrosaitan1 Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2013
how the hell could you deduce that from a small collection of text that would most likely be just a bored troll?
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:iconkorebetha:
korebetha Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Well the bit about depression vs. whiny angsty teenagers isn't deduction. 

The rest, well... it's only an option. 
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:iconpyrosaitan1:
Pyrosaitan1 Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2013
you're leaning more along the lines of actual depression
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:iconkorebetha:
korebetha Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2013  Student Digital Artist
What do you mean? lol 
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:iconelephantandspyrofan:
ElephantAndSpyroFan Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
There is a difference between killing oneself and just simply dying, you know.
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:iconpyrosaitan1:
Pyrosaitan1 Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2013
There really isn't, they both have the same means, they both have the same result, the only difference if you want to get technical is the person who does it, but then again I'm pretty sure nature isn't the only serial killer out there is it?
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:iconelephantandspyrofan:
ElephantAndSpyroFan Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Both result in death, yes. But to some people, like me, suicide is a more devastating way to die. Laying down to sleep and never waking up is more peaceful. Which is what the person suggests. They never said they wanted to kill themselves... Besides, they only said SOMETIMES they wish they would never wake up. I mean, it's possible I could be wrong, but I pretty sure they don't always want to die. You gotta read these things more clearly before making your own... suggestions... on what the person should do. Besides, the person could have done what you said and really actually kill themselves. None of us would ever know, but if the person did, whose fault would it be for putting the idea in their head? That's right, yours. I hope you're happy. Suicide is never the answer, but of course you don't know the person so you probably don't care anyway.
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:iconpyrosaitan1:
Pyrosaitan1 Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2013
The majority of that is crap you made up because you've only assumed it from reading a small amount of text, btw, "sometimes" in something like this usually means a lot more than "sometimes"
Other than that it's a spot on assumption and I will take your hopes into account, I don't care and I really hope I'm happy about it to coz if I wasn't I have no idea what I'm feeling at the moment...
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:iconelephantandspyrofan:
ElephantAndSpyroFan Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Or they really do mean sometimes. Neither you nor I know what the person is feeling all the time. As for you, I apologize if I insulted you, but death is not a game, and neither is life. If you wish to be rude to others by "helping" them, say it in your mind and in your mind only. If you want to help someone, actually HELP them. Don't hurt them. Like I said, suicide is never the answer.
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:iconpyrosaitan1:
Pyrosaitan1 Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2013
Neither you or I know what this person meant either but you seem to be fixed on thinking of the sentence far too literally for comfort, I never saw any insult there, life IS a game that we took the fun out of it ans pissed on the fire so to speak, unless you have the reason to life, regardless of whether it's rude or not I'll express my opinions, tips and suggestions as often as I want, lastly, it really depends on the person, you aren't allowed to judge the person for what they did, as the saying goes, don't hate the player, hate the game
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:iconelephantandspyrofan:
ElephantAndSpyroFan Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Whatever, think what you want to think. It's your life, not mine. I'm done arguing.
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:iconnekovix:
Nekovix Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Might I suggest, instead of being an asshole, :icongtfoplz: Instead...
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:iconpyrosaitan1:
Pyrosaitan1 Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2013
Hey they're the ones who don't want to wake up, I'm just being helpful and suggesting different ways to help
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:iconnekovix:
Nekovix Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
You do realize there's a difference between trying to help and being an ass right? :stare:
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:iconpyrosaitan1:
Pyrosaitan1 Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2013
personally I've never seen a distinct difference
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:iconnekovix:
Nekovix Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Yeah, because there's absolutely NO difference between "Try to cheer up" and "Get over it you b**ch!!"
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:iconpyrosaitan1:
Pyrosaitan1 Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2013
positive re-enforcement and negative re-enforcement, how do you not get this?
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:iconpunk-phantom:
Punk-Phantom Featured By Owner Sep 14, 2013
Dammit, isn't there a way to report comments?
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:iconpyrosaitan1:
Pyrosaitan1 Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2013
If there were, I'd have be gone a long time ago
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:iconsylverfire-lilithe:
SylverFire-Lilithe Featured By Owner Sep 14, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Everyone is pushing you to go ahead....... Nice.....


Either way it's your life end it or don't. I've been in that same boat because sometimes my dreams are better then reality..... Even if they seem like something out of a horror movie...
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:icondappeltail:
dappeltail Featured By Owner Sep 14, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
*crying* I know how that fellsWaaaah! 
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:iconxxrockfiendxx:
XxRockFiendxX Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2013
gotcha =( *hug*!
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:iconmikennemonic:
MikeNnemonic Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2013  Hobbyist
You, my friend, deserve a reward.  Tonight, do not cut yourself.  You've earned a rest.  Just pop like a 100 Advil instead or something.
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