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agulhinha Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Funny how some of you assume it is a first world problem and stuff. Maybe the most basic thing in life is being social in your ambient. But still there are people who find it difficult. This is the " hardness" of life for them. Just so afraid of what someone will think about them. A mind is a prison too. Even if she finds a hobbie to fulfill her time without memories of friends she will have a boring life. An entire life will be living on fiction and dreams, not real stories.
TheDragonPrincess Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2013
Have you considered the possibility you might be autistic?
Don't get me wrong, I don't mean it in a bad way!
I myself have Aspergers Syndrome, and often have difficulty with other people as well, as if I'm not one of them. Which, mentally and emotionally speaking, I'm not.

Anyway, live long and prosper! =)
Skyzhema Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I have the same thing. I just spaz out when people get near me, and if someone hugs me I have panic attacks sometimes. Nothing else is different...
Cinder254 Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2013  Student General Artist
I'm an open believer that humans are not always humans for I speak from experience, walk-ins, star seeds, paranormals, They all play part in a daily life, and much of the time they don't notice that they are different until they find themselves in this situation. Take heart you will learn who you are :D human or not.
KittyWolfInc Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Wow. I finally found someone who shares my beleif ^~^
Cinder254 Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2013  Student General Artist
Do tell :D  I have been doing my best to find others who believe this for a while, do you believe you are human? And thank you so much for the watch as well :) 
KittyWolfInc Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Your very welcome for the watch, and thank you for the watch as well.

And no I personally do not beleive my self to be human, though that does not mean that I think of myself higher then humans. ^ • ^

So do you believe that you are human?
Cinder254 Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2013  Student General Artist
     That is a wonderful philosophy! definitely keep that up :) as for your question no I am most definitely not a human lol I am an interdimentional dragon, sent here my my master to gather information on humanity and help their society gain balance, but as I live here I have noticed that he sent me more so for me to learn about myself, it is a looooong story that I will gladly tell, but overall my true name is Yun'Ra which is dragonics for "The Young Sun," overall I have different gifts from it but it is also hard because this fleshy form is painful for my large spirit to live within, but I make do and love life ^^ How about you, what do you think you are? (and sorry for the long response, I've been getting ready for school and all that jaz, getting back to work lol)
KittyWolfInc Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Well as my profile name implies I am a half breed :3
A kittywolf to be exact, and an extremely fluffy one at that. And I would love to hear your story, ^~^
And I understand how it's hard to be in a human body
>,...,< My real form may be tiny but my energy is very large thus my human body struggles to contain it.

I have two names, my real name and the name in which my protecter and mate gave to me when he found me badly injured and fatally ill.
Nicollet (it means victory, since I somehow by the grace of the Gods survived)
And Aria (which means beautiful .__. Still don't see how that applies to me.)

And my last name Padma means goddess~

I am extreamly in tuned with nature and all forms of life, and I hold them higher then anything else in life. I could never bring myself to kill and find that many of my abilities involve mirrors (of the magical kind obveously) and nature itself.

(And its fine, I understand I will have to be getting back to school and work too here soon enough)
Cinder254 Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2013  Student General Artist
     I definitely can relate to you on how beautiful nature is and I have adopted pacifism after watching the humans, and being a dragon nature is an extension of myself as well, I can hear earth cry out in pain, but also rejoice at the sight of just ways being practiced. I am more in tune with plants and the earth itself, rather than many of the domesticated animals but if they are wild I too can be in tune much of the time.

     As for my story haha, I was what you can call the "test lab child" Born in front of a group known as the balance council. Half rejoiced at the sight of this "artificial being" (I am still very organic) while the others cried "Heretic!" at the sight of my unnatural being. This council focuses on, well keeping the balance, and there is two ways to do so...

1. Teach the life that is unbalance in the ways of maintaining balance, and good health.

2. Destroy the unbalance at its base.  

     The ones who handle the first are the diplomats who teach, and are known as "Life, the Bringers of Order," While the second on the other hand are everlastingly hungry beings called world eaters, and are known as "Death the Destroyer of Worlds."

     I was watched and the council couldn't decide, but the outer ring (The less wise ones) deemed me World Eater... and I did as I was told, and became a monster, but it was also in my nature. They miscalculated though, unlike the world eaters I had a conscience, and it teared my mind apart. I became a cold being who shut done his emotion. Since this was true I was kept in the world eaters chamber, never touched, out of pure fear for I was stronger than most of the world eaters combined due to my special prowess in magic. Soon the one who was there at my "birth" and hoped for me to become Life, the Bringer of Order had come, and he was part of the inner ring council (The ones who knew what they were doing) He was convinced I wasn't a monster and took me in for training.

     And so I trained with this being, who was also a dragon named Zanix. He taught me the truth in peace, and I learned to understand it, still remaining cold. Soon I noticed my inner evil was too powerful for I was made from two beings, one life, one death, and death made me hungry so I sealed him away in me ultimately making me unbalanced. Over time I fell apart, but still I hungered, so I filled my stomach with knowledge, being a dragon knowledge naturally drew me to it. I became so much I became a being of prophecy, life and death. I soon joined the inner council as the youngest member ever. I soon then took in students too. Three I believe, memories are hazy here, but the one was the best of his game, he was a prodigy, but his ambition outlasted his wisdom and led him to committing unspeakable things. I had to hunt him. I had to destroy what I had created... I couldn't, and I let him go. He then stole my research and left.
     He experimented in sentient transmutation (an extremely painful process by combining multiple beings into one "perfect" being. I couldn't help him. (eventually i did catch him and he was put to death) I believe he also kill my other students when he tried this. I couldn't take the pain and sealed that away with my evil (named Abro). 
     Soon enough I lost it and I wanted to find my true father, and I followed a trail to see that only God could have, so I used my eyes (I had the strongest eyes in all of the multiverse, which is what gave me the edge on everything, I could look at a man and they could die, be healed, enslaved, or possessed.) to look see him, but was blinded in one eye. Frantic to get it back I brought someone in as my dragonrider, so they could get my power, but I stole their eyes in the process. The council looked at their creation in anger and forced me to not just learn about my new diplomatic mission, but to learn from it as a punishment so they put me in a human body to learn of true wisdom (this is where the story gets happy) On earth I met many people who taught me of myself, and I released my inner evil becoming complete with it (its like crying when you held in sad emotions for many years) I learned to love me and everyone, I learned the meaning of life. I learned more of the arts, I learned who I am, and want to be... good :D though I was called satanist and bullied for my ideas, by many of the Christians, so I developed a hate relationship with God, not just a "I don't believe him" but a "I know the guy, but I HATE him," soon eough I met my best friend and he helped me redevelop a communication with him, and in the end I fell to my knees crying (again) learning to love God again. 

     I finally am complete from centuries of work, I learned more about myself here in 16 years, than I did in who knows how long out there. I ultimately am so happy :D I Love life and everyone, and plan on becoming what Zanix wanted me to become, a healer, a hero, a good man. Here I am here seeking a way to make up for what I have done, here I am seeking others like me to help them accept themselves, here I am to teach humanity of...


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